"I got off the phone and I tried to calm down, but my mind was racing.  Derek was the father of the baby I was carrying inside me.  He was my first love, my only true love. We hadn't spoken in more than two months, but crazily I had still hoped we had a future together-me, him, and our baby, as one happy family.  It's every teenage girl's dream, isn't it?  You meet a boy, you fall in love, and then one day you have a family and grow old together, happily ever after."

Fans of MTV's critically acclaimed hit series, Teen Mom, have followed Farrah Abraham's tumultuous life as a single teen mother.  Her fiery, relentless spirit, and her unwavering commitment to getting the best out of life for herself and her daughter Sophia in spite of all the drama constantly surrounding her have made her a beloved star and media sensation.  Now, in this unflinching, at times heartbreaking, memoir, Farrah reveals the difficult truth about the life that hasn't been seen on television.