Source: Received from author courtesy of The Teen Book Scene. Many
thanks goes to both Cheryl Rainfield and Kari from The Teen Book
Scene for sending me this book for review. I received this book
free of charge in exchange for an honest review.
My rating: 5/5
Scars tells the troubling story of a young girl's struggle with
cutting, and her resurfacing memories of childhood sexual abuse.
The more Kendra remembers, the more she learns about her abuser's
identity, but the memories leave a devastating trail of knowledge
in their wake. Kendra's coping mechanism from the memories is her
use of cutting, and her emotional and expressive painting.
I can't begin to fathom the immense strain and psychological damage
that abuse survivors have had placed on them. Following Kendra's
story, and her use of cutting to help her cope; it seems almost
right for her to cut. It bleeds away the pain, and makes everything
go away for awhile. This is a mindset that a lot of people have. As
the book progresses, we see that cutting is a dangerous method of
coping, and one that causes more harm for Kendra. She has already
suffered so much abuse from her abuser, that it is painful to read
that she is inflicting still more abuse on herself. Unfortunately,
too many times we see the results of cutting end in tragedy.
Kendra was a mesmerizing character. Her fear is palpable, as is her
struggle with cutting, wanting to heal, and her hope of finding
happiness. She is expertly written and I found Rainfield's heart
pouring through all of the facets of Kendra's character.
Rainfield's writing is expressive and detailed, bringing an
understanding to the reasons that one will take to cope with
stressors brought on by abuse, as well as the need for structure
that does not involve cutting.
All in all, a book well worth reading as it brings to light the
harsh reality of abuse, and what it means for those who have been
abused and have to deal with the long lasting ramifications.
Unfortunately, many don't receive the help they need to turn from
using cutting as a coping mechanism, to a safer outlet for their
emotions.