***MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS***
Still Alice is exactly what I came to expect when I picked up Lisa
Genova's debut novel, which was released in 2008. The main
character, Alice, is a 50-year-old professor at Harvard. Organized,
efficient, highly-educated, smart, and sharp, she never thought in
her wildest dreams that someone like her could be diagnosed with
early-onset Alzheimers. Just like with Genova's second novel, Left
Neglected, Still Alice is written in great detail-Genova obviously
does her research quite carefully (and being a
neurologist-turned-writer, I would expect no less).
Still Alice doesn't rush itself-the diagnoses of Alice comes after
she notices changes in her memory and starts having symptoms she
attributes to monopause. At first, Alice's memory lapses are the
same kind that anyone could have-forgetting a certain word,
misplacing items, not recognizing cues on her to-do list. But as
the months go by, the symptoms get more and more severe.
I really appreciate how Genova wrote Still Alice by having each
chapter outline a month in Alice's life, so the reader can see how
quickly the disease progressed. It's disconcerting to think that
within just a year (the book span is a mere 2 years), Alice's
symptoms advanced as much as they did. One of the most notable
parts of the novel, in my mind, that showcased the symptoms Alice
was put up against was when Alice was preparing for a class she
taught regularly. Rushing off to class, telling herself that they
can't start with her, she enters the room with the mindset that
she's a student-waiting the encouraged 20 minutes before leaving
the class with the rest of her students because the
professor-Alice-did not show up.
Another part that really hit home for me was when Alice and her
husband are at their cottage for the summer. John, her husband, has
been asked to run with Alice, since she could get disoriented and
not know where she is or where she should be going. John asks her
if she's ready to go for a run, Alice goes in for a fleece, sees a
book on the nightstand, grabs it, and proceeds to go to the porch
to read. When John asks if they're going for a run, she says she
needs to use the bathroom first. John goes to wait outside and
Alice gets disoriented in her own house and can't find the bathroom
in time.
One of the things Alice is disappointed about is that soon she
won't be able to read-even trying to comprehend a simple
conversation is difficult at times-and there are so many books she
wants to devour! Reading this made me sad-I can't even fathom what
it would be like to lose the ability to read, to lose the ability
to put words and sentences together.
The fact that Alzheimers snuck up on Alice so early in life-a
disease that usually attacks in the 60th or 70th years-really made
me think, as a reader. Leaving the novel, you'll want to devour all
the books that have been sitting, neglected, on your nightstand.
You'll want to do things that have been sitting, undone, on your
to-do list. Those things you've always dreamed of doing? Travel,
bungee jumping, taking that art class, or learning to ski-you'll
want to do that after reading Still Alice because you'll realize
that life is too short to be wasted.
"My yesterdays are disappearing, and my tomorrows are uncertain, so
what do I live for? I live for each day. I live in the moment. I
will forget today, but that doesn't mean today didn't matter."
Genova crafted a beautiful novel. The characters are flesh and
blood-you could imagine them being in the same room as you while
you read. As I reader, I sympathized with Alice when she had a
memory lapse and repeated herself or expressed forgetfulness in
front of someone who's never seen it happen (e.g. asking the same
question within minutes at a seminar, having no recollection of
previously asking it).
I've never known anyone who was diagnosed with Alzheimers, but
seeing reactions of Alice's colleagues, family, and friends, I
understand how they would act how they did. One can only hope that
reading Still Alice will make readers more compassionate towards
people who have been thrust into a heartless disintegration.
Lisa Genova is a force to be reckoned with. I look forward to
reading her next novel and will continue sharing her first two
works with everyone I know. A highly recommended author.