Confessions Of A Fairy's Daughter: Growing Up With A Gay Dad by Alison WearingConfessions Of A Fairy's Daughter: Growing Up With A Gay Dad by Alison Wearing

Confessions Of A Fairy's Daughter: Growing Up With A Gay Dad

byAlison Wearing

Paperback | May 7, 2013

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Finalist for the Edna Staebler Award for Creative Non-Fiction [2014]
Longlisted for the RBC Taylor Prize [2014]

A moving memoir about growing up with a gay father in the 1980s, and a tribute to the power of truth, humour, acceptance and familial love.
Alison Wearing led a largely carefree childhood until she learned, at the age of 12, that her family was a little more complex than she had realized. Sure her father had always been unusual compared to the other dads in the neighbourhood: he loved to bake croissants, wear silk pyjamas around the house, and skip down the street singing songs from Gilbert and Sullivan operettas. But when he came out of the closet in the 1970s, when homosexuality was still a cardinal taboo, it was a shock to everyone in the quiet community of Peterborough, Ontario—especially to his wife and three children.
Alison’s father was a professor of political science and amateur choral conductor, her mother was an accomplished pianist and marathon runner, and together they had fed the family a steady diet of arts, adventures, mishaps, normal frustrations and inexhaustible laughter. Yet despite these agreeable circumstances, Joe’s internal life was haunted by conflicting desires. As he began to explore and understand the truth about himself, he became determined to find a way to live both as a gay man and also a devoted father, something almost unheard of at the time. Through extraordinary excerpts from his own letters and journals from the years of his coming out, we read of Joe’s private struggle to make sense and beauty of his life, to take inspiration from an evolving society and become part of the vanguard of the gay revolution in Canada.
Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter is also the story of “coming out” as the daughter of a gay father. Already wrestling with an adolescent’s search for identity when her father came out of the closet, Alison promptly “went in,” concealing his sexual orientation from her friends and spinning extravagant stories about all of the “great straight things” they did together. Over time, Alison came to see that life with her father was surprisingly interesting and entertaining, even oddly inspiring, and in fact, there was nothing to hide.
Balancing intimacy, history and downright hilarity, Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter is a captivating tale of family life: deliciously imperfect, riotously challenging, and full of life’s great lessons in love. Alison brings her story to life with a skillfully light touch in this warm, heartfelt and revelatory memoir.

ALISON WEARING's first book was the bestselling, internationally acclaimed travel memoir Honeymoon in Purdah: An Iranian Journey. Since then, she has dedicated herself to music, dance and theatre, and her original one-woman shows, including a stage adaptation of Confessions of a Fairy's Daughter, have won awards across the country. She...
Title:Confessions Of A Fairy's Daughter: Growing Up With A Gay DadFormat:PaperbackDimensions:304 pages, 8.24 × 5.68 × 0.83 inPublished:May 7, 2013Publisher:Knopf CanadaLanguage:English

The following ISBNs are associated with this title:

ISBN - 10:034580757X

ISBN - 13:9780345807571


Rated 5 out of 5 by from Total love A beautiful story and I loved how she told it as wasn't shy to show all their warts including her own. I loved how she gave her side, then the dads then the moms. It was such a sweet and funny read. I couldn't put it down, definitely recommend it!
Date published: 2018-07-13
Rated 1 out of 5 by from can I have that hour back please :) I found this book terrible i expected it to be more of how her life was with her dad being gay and I was expecting lots of prejudiced however this book was more about how her life was different I didn't even say any prejudiced. I found this one lackluster and very hard to get into.
Date published: 2017-11-11
Rated 5 out of 5 by from So Heartwarming! I loved this book in a quiet way. There was no tearing through pages. This is a tender, warm-hearted book about love, family, acceptance and the right to love whomever you choose. Wearing set out to write a book about the gay revolution in the 70's and 80's in Toronto, hoping to use her father's part in it as a jumping point. But after her father passes her a box of journals, newspaper clippings and letters from his days of coming out, she realized this story was really about him. By the end of the book, I felt like I knew Joe Wearing (and loved him too); his questioning, his suffering, his constant love for his family, and ultimately his happiness. Highly recommend!
Date published: 2015-06-09
Rated 3 out of 5 by from Educational, historical & emotional This book provided a fascinating look at what it was like for the gay community to find their voice in the early 70's and how the rights they have today are owed so greatly to that period in time. It also provided a greater understanding of the struggles of those I know who are openly gay, have grown up with or are growing up with gay parents. For this reason, everybody should read this book. You can however skip the last 2 sections, part 1 & 2 were enough to relay the message.
Date published: 2014-09-24
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Educational, historical & emotional What a fantastic book, I thoroughly enjoyed it. Warm and heartfelt!
Date published: 2014-01-24
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Excellent read! An excellent memoir and worth every moment spent reading it! Thank you, Phyllis, for recommending it to me!
Date published: 2013-10-21
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Excellent read! An excellent memoir and worth every moment spent reading it! Thank you, Phyllis, for recommending it to me!
Date published: 2013-10-21
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Excellent read! Alison You wrote a beautiful book with such taste and grace and wit. Truly one of the sweetest and heartfelt I've read. Thanks for the shout out in one chapter ,you brought back a lot of memories both about Peterborough and about the times we lived in. I recall you. Told me about your father back then, but we were too you g to know what it all really. Meant. I went to Falsettos , but didn't speak to Glynis as there were a ton of others there (It wasn't a great production of the show so that's probably a good thing as I never know what to say) I hope one day when you're in TO soon we can catch up. Currently I'm technical director at the Richmond hill centre but live in Riverdale with, that's right, my partner of 14 years , Andrew, who designs for Neinkamper furniture. All the best to you m'lady, and cheers to a terrific read!
Date published: 2013-05-19

Read from the Book

PreludePartway through the writing of this book, I called my father to ask if he and I could have a cup of tea together and talk about a few things.“Sure, that would be terrific!” he replied, his voice bouncing with enthusiasm, so I travelled into Toronto a few days later with a notebook in my bag. My dad knew I was writing a book about growing up witha gay father. I had sent him early drafts of the first chapters, and while he had squirmed initially, asking if I wouldn’t mind waiting until he had gone dotty before I published anything, he agreed that it was indeed an important story and would do well to be out in the world. He just wished it didn’t have to focus so much on him. I arranged for us to talk because I had reached a bit of an impasse, having written all the scenes that I knew were important to telling my side of the story and feeling the need to broaden the narrative’s perspective. I knew little about my father’s early adulthood, except what one gleans from passing mentions of university days and commentary on old photos, so I had questions about that period of his life. And I knew that he had comeout during the vanguard of the gay revolution in Canada and I wondered if tying his story into that cultural and political history would give the book the wider vision I was seeking. So we had tea. Earl Grey, I believe, with milk. And toast with Marmite. Between sips and bites, I asked him about his childhood—when did he first have the hots for a boy?—about his years at university—did his time at Oxford, the stomping grounds of Oscar Wilde (among others), give him the freedom to consider the possibility that he might be gay?—and about the gay revolution in Canada—was he at the famous Toronto bathhouse raids protest and what was it like? We talked for hours, our conversation spilling over into all sorts of other topics along the way. I made a few pages of notes.“Ultimately, this is your story, Dad,” I said towards the end. “So is there anything else that you feel would be important to include?” My father mentioned a few books I might read—academic treatises on gay social and political movements, the odd novel—and I jotted them down. Then he looked away pensively, inhaled sharply and opened his mouth, as if to add something. But instead of speaking, he simply held both posture and breath. Without explanation, he then got up and disappeared to his basement, reappearing a few minutes later with a small box, which he placed on the kitchen table.“You might want to look through this,” he said, and walked over to the counter to begin preparing dinner. I asked the obvious. “Oh, just a few papers,” he replied. Casual as could be. I peered inside: newspapers, magazine clippings, notebooks and loose papers. The first page I pulled out was filled with my father’s inimitable scrawl. It was a diary entry dated January 31, 1980. I read the opening sentence aloud: “‘Last night I made it with a Roman Catholic priest.’” My dad shrieked and turned around. But instead of running over and tearing the page from my hands, he melted into a coy posture and cooed, “Oooh, I remember him. He was so cute . . .” Then he giggled and returned to the task of making dinner. Duck à l’orange. I looked back at the collection of yellowing pages and realized what it was: a writer’s dream. The Mythical Box, the treasure trove containing priceless original documents, the journals, the letters, clues and confessions. Everything necessary to inspire and inform a literary portrait. Or, in this case, finish one.

Editorial Reviews

NATIONAL BESTSELLERLONGLISTED 2014 – RBC Taylor PrizeFINALIST 2014 – Edna Staebler Award for Creative Non-Fiction“Truth—even when it was brutal when first disclosed more than thirty years ago—becomes an interesting story with time. It becomes art that engages people; that makes them laugh; that resonates with their own untold stories. It can heal.... In Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter, Wearing deftly picks apart the complex knots of family—the love, the adventure, the myth, the hurt, the betrayal.” —Sarah Hampson, The Globe and Mail  “[Her] family’s long journey from turmoil to acceptance comes to vivid life in Wearing’s new memoir.... An engaging and poignant account.” —Andrea Gordon, Toronto Star  “A loving tribute to [Wearing’s] dad and a touching coming-of-age story in and of itself.... A tenderly honest and notably humorous account.” —Winnipeg Free Press “Part memoir, part history book, part diary and all parts heart. Alison Wearing weaves a tale that celebrates the complexities of who we are and the families we hold close. Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter is painful, tender, poignant and—most important—beautifully honest.” —Brian Francis, author of Natural Order“This exquisitely written and deeply compassionate memoir tells the story of a family and a nation at a turning point in their sexual and political awakening. The scope of events and emotions may be operatic, but Alison Wearing captures them all in details that are intimate yet revealing, heartbreaking yet joyous. This is a book for every daughter who loves her father and for everyone who chooses to live (and love) openly and freely.” —Kamal Al-Solaylee, author of Intolerable: A Memoir of Extremes“Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter is a universally appealing memoir about everything that matters in a family and to a person. It will appeal to you if you have a gay parent or a straight parent or any parent. If you have a child or were once a child. If you are passionately interested in social history or all you really want is a compelling, beautifully written story with just the right mix of everything—compassion, discovery, recovery, the occasional (OK, on one occasion) accidental ingestion of hallucinogens on Christmas Day, music, humour, grace.” —Jamie Zeppa, author of Every Time We Say Goodbye and Beyond the Sky and the Earth“Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter had me in tears: first of laughter, then of sadness, then of wonder at life’s strange and marvelous fragility. It is a book both beautiful and true; about the longing for family and for home. Alison Wearing is a hugely talented writer.” —Alison Pick, author of the Man Booker Prize–nominated Far to Go“With great skill and tenderness and a gorgeously wicked sense of humor, Alison Wearing tells her family’s story from every angle, allowing all to speak with their own voices. This is an important historical document—a portrait of gay life in the 1980s with its bravely fought battles for equality—that doesn’t flinch from showing the collateral damage of homophobia, which still today affects and afflicts the families of so many who are struggling to come out. But it’s also a timeless memoir written by a loving daughter who is finding her own way in the world and learning about the need we all have not just for acceptance, but for true understanding.” —Will Schwalbe, author of The End of Your Life Book Club“Alison Wearing is blessed with the eye of a lyric poet, the ear of a comic novelist, and a heart capacious enough to tell a complicated love story. Confessions of a Fairy’s Daughter caught me from the beginning and held me until its touching conclusion.” —Katherine Ashenburg, author of The Dirt on Clean and The Mourner’s Dance