Going Somewhere: A Bicycle Journey Across America by Brian BensonGoing Somewhere: A Bicycle Journey Across America by Brian Benson

Going Somewhere: A Bicycle Journey Across America

byBrian Benson

Paperback | June 24, 2014

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“Let’s hope Benson has more travels in mind. He is a gifted writer, an observant human with an eye for the telling detail and how to tell it.”Booklist

Brian has a million vague life plans but zero sense of direction. So when he meets Rachel, a self-possessed woman who daydreams of bicycling across the States, he decides to follow her wherever she'll take him. Brian and Rachel soon embark on a ride from northern Wisconsin to Somewhere West, infatuated with the promise of adventure and each other. But as the pair progress from the Northwoods into the bleak western plains, they begin to discover the messy realities of life on the road. Mile by mile, they contend with merciless winds and brutal heat, broken bikes and bodies, each other and themselves—and the looming question of what comes next. Told in a voice "as hilarious as it is wise" (Cheryl Strayed), Going Somewhere is a candid tale of the struggle to move forward.
Brian Benson grew up in the Northwoods of Wisconsin. He now lives in Portland, Oregon, where he teaches writing at the Attic Institute.
Title:Going Somewhere: A Bicycle Journey Across AmericaFormat:PaperbackDimensions:288 pages, 7.98 × 5.3 × 0.57 inPublished:June 24, 2014Publisher:Penguin Publishing GroupLanguage:English

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***This excerpt is from an advance uncorrected proof***Copyright © 2014 Brian Benson CHAPTER 1Here or There or There or Here I pressed my cheek to the clouded glass, took a deep pull of diesel and wood smoke and rain-kissed leaves and sweat-soaked cotton, and watched as ayudantes swarmed the pavement, hoarsely exhorting ancient women in Technicolor traje and cow-eyed backpackers in full-zip rain pants to go here or there or there or here. “¡A Guate a Guaaaate! ¡A Sololá! ¡A Xela a Xela, a Huehue!” My heart was pounding. My skin tingling. Because, here or there or there or here. Because maybe I was on the wrong bus. Because Cuatro Caminos looked a lot like Los Encuentros looked a lot like every other traffic-jammed junction town I’d seen from a sticky vinyl seat on El Madre de Dios or El Don Diego or the dozen other buses that had carried me from destination to destination, from this dusty market to that Mayan pyramid, from that must-see waterfall to this realization: I had mistaken distraction for destination. I had no destination.Beside me, Dave choked on a snore. I turned to see his head listing toward port, his drooping lower lip on the verge of spilling saliva onto a faded brown T-shirt. Somehow, amid all this, he was sleeping.El Madre coughed a Rorschach of smoke, shuddered to life, and lurched forward. Again we were moving, and again that goddamn song was looping through my head: The wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round. The wheels . . .I knocked my forehead against the window, hard enough to wake Dave. He blinked his eyes open and rolled his head from shoulder to shoulder.“Almost there, Barney?” he asked, yawning.I’d met Dave two years earlier, back in Madison. He’d instantly forgotten my name and the second time we saw each other had called me Barney Bosworth. I’d been Barney ever since.I nodded. “I think it’s like fifteen more miles to Xela.” “So three hours, then.”“Right.”He pulled a ratty paperback from his bag and opened to the bookmark. I slumped down, jack-knifed my legs against the seat in front of me, and stared out at the roadside market, at the mangy dogs and roasted corn and stacked tortillas and seven-cent avocados and people, so many people, headed here or there or there or here or . . . Honestly, I could no longer tell the difference.Just a year earlier, I’d graduated from UW–Madison with a fill-in-the-blank lib-arts double major, a glut of idealist energy, and the deeply felt conviction that I was meant to be a union organizer, or a high school history teacher, or a writer, or the second coming of Che Guevara, or, ideally, all of the above at once. But I’d missed the app deadline for Union Summer, and getting a teaching certificate seemed like a lot of work, and I hadn’t ever written anything more than term papers and student-rag op-eds, and so, having just watched The Motorcycle Diaries for the third time, I decided what I really needed was that whole “if you want to change the world, let the world change you” thing. I thus used my degree to land a job waiting tables at a suburban Chinese restaurant, spent a year shoe-boxing tip money and highlighting Lonely Planet pages with Dave, and soon enough we were buying plane tickets, packing bags, and setting off on an epic, yearlong journey from northern Mexico to southern Argentina to Real Life.I slid deeper into my seat, my knees now above my head. Already, just four weeks in, I was ready to admit it: I hated backpacking. I hated the waterfalls and the ancient ruins and the repetitive conversations with wayward Scandinavians, and most of all I hated how, in the space between these supposed high-lights, I always felt so lonely, so indecisive, so guilty. I had a college diploma and no debt and a supposed commitment to Fighting for Social Justice, but somehow I’d ended up here, folded into a bus seat, being not just a pampered tourist but an unhappy pampered tourist.I couldn’t keep this up. I needed to stop somewhere, do something. I needed some sense that by going somewhere I was going somewhere.I reached into my bag, pulled out the guidebook, and flipped to the pages I’d read a dozen times over the past few days— pages focused on the Guatemalan city of Quetzaltenango, also known as Xela. It was supposedly a beautiful spot, frequented but not defined by foreigners, full of Spanish schools and seemingly righteous nonprofits. Also, it was like fifteen miles away. Xela was the closest emergency exit, and I was about to kick the crash bar.I turned to Dave. He was still holding his book, but his eyes were shut, his mouth an oval.“Dave,” I said.He opened his eyes. “Barney.”“We need to talk.”Two days later, I was at Xela’s bus terminal, waving goodbye to Dave and my delusions.  Those first few weeks in Xela, I was desperate for a sense of belonging. I needed to meet real people, not just the ghost people who moved in and out of hotels and hostels, and so I enrolled in Spanish classes and joined a gym and helped pour the foundation for an elementary school and chatted up strangers in coffee shops and city parks, and soon enough I found a room in a house with a Guatemalan, two fellow gringos, and an Irish guy named Carl. The night I moved in, Carl invited me to catch a jazz band—a woman from his Spanish school was the vocalist.The band was already playing as we walked up to El Royal Paris, a warmly lit fishbowl on a second-floor balcony. From the stairs, I could hear a lazy walking bass line, a keyboard tinkling over guitar triads, and horns murmuring in harmony. We approached the door, and through floor-to-ceiling glass walls I saw that the band appeared to be a mix of Guatemalans and gringos, all men.Carl shrugged. “Maybe she’s sick, eh?”He grabbed a table, and I headed to the bar for bottles of Moza, the least offensive of Guatemalan beers. As I set the bottles on the table, I noticed a woman stepping through the door and slipping a phone into her purse. She was unfairly, disorientingly attractive: silver-blue eyes against olive skin, watercolor collarbones over a silky subcollarbone swell, and a downright mythical strawberry blonde mane. Now she was shimmying past four-tops and awkward couples, sliding onto a stool by the guitarist. She noticed Carl and waved, and he waved back. I half-raised my own hand, then dropped it, unsure of the etiquette for greeting a beautiful woman who doesn’t know you exist.Over his shoulder, Carl said, “That’s Rachel.” “Cool,” I heard myself say.I watched Rachel lean toward the keyboardist, a scruffy gringo in a baggy button-down. They exchanged whispers, and she tossed her head back in laughter, then theatrically pulled the mic to her lips. The band stayed silent as she sang the first few bars of “In My Solitude.” All around, conversations stopped. Heads turned. I felt my jaw dropping, my eyes deadening, but I could not control myself, could not do anything but absorb. That someone so young could sing like this, with such smoke and power and clarity, seemed impossible.Minutes, hours, millennia passed. Glaciers advanced and retreated. And suddenly the band was starting an instrumental, and Rachel was walking over to say hi to Carl, and I was panicking, because I hadn’t prepared for this, hadn’t considered that I might need to speak to her, and so I just did the midwestern thing and defaulted to effusive praise.“You’ve got a really amazing voice,” I said.“Thanks.” Rachel pulled up a chair, sat down, and produced a pack of American Spirits. “Really, I owe it all to these. Do you mind?”I did not mind. She could do whatever she wanted, so long as she stayed at this table.As Rachel exhaled cones of smoke and surveyed the room, I tried to make conversation, but her friends kept interrupting, stopping by to plant kisses on her cheek and ask about evening plans. So I just sat back and listened as she talked about an upcoming nonprofit fundraiser–cum–dance party and some guy named Paco and how tired she was of organizing despedidas for every freaking student who’d spent five days studying Spanish at her school, and, well, at some point I lost track of what she was saying and just listened to how she was saying it. That voice. So sexy and strong, so utterly entrancing, even offstage, even when she was just talking about . . . Actually, she now appeared to be talking about stomach parasites.Whatever. She plainly had a life here, a community, and her rootedness and confidence added to her beauty. Or rather, they complicated it. After a few minutes, I wasn’t sure if I wanted her or wanted to be her.Now the band—apparently called Soltura, which roughly translates to “flowiness”—took a set break, and Rachel introduced me to Andrew, the guitarist, and his brother Galen, the scruffy keyboardist. I peppered them with questions about the whens and hows and whys of their lives in Xela, and as I listened to their responses, my gut twisted and clenched. They were speaking a language of shared experience, a language of belonging. I wanted to learn it.  The next weekend Andrew invited me to sit in at a show. I knew next to nothing about jazz but I’d played guitar for years, and so I kept up, even shone from time to time, on twelve-bar blues and A-minor bossa novas. As for all the other standards, with their dizzying modulations and impossible melodies, I just held on to whatever I could grasp and focused on not falling off.As the weeks passed, I sat in for more shows, every one a roller-coaster ride, terrifying and exhilarating. Most afternoons, I’d lock myself in my room for a DIY crash course in music theory. I practiced scales and voicing, obsessed over these “Rhythm for Dummies” worksheets I’d gotten from Andrew, and soon, rather than watching her from the crowd, I was tucking arpeggios under Rachel’s melodies and eliciting the occasional smile or compliment.One night we all headed from a gig to El Duende, a reggaeton-all-day-every-day bar that was hosting a fundraiser for the shelter where Rachel volunteered. We ordered Cuba Libres and pulled stools around a table. That night’s show had been particularly good, and I was swimming in booze and endorphins, was witty and sharp and asking all the right questions, and soon it was just Rachel and me, leaning close and straining our voices over the music. We were laughing and buying more Cuba Libres and grasping arms while asking, “Could you repeat that?” And then she was asking if I’d like to walk her home, and I was saying yes, yes, I would.As we wound through cobblestone streets, I was sure this was the moment I had been waiting for. We would have earth-shattering, teeth-shaking, uninhibited-but-of-course-respectful sex, and then do it again, and then fall in love and never grow old but stay young together, making beautiful music and saying beautiful things and being beautiful forever. But when we got to her place, Galen was there—supposedly displaced by house-guests, definitely ruining my life. He followed us into Rachel’s room, grabbed a guitar, and started playing Silvio Rodríguez covers. An hour later he finally headed to the couch. By this point I’d lost my buzz, my momentum, my moment. Rachel and I kissed for a few minutes, but we were both exhausted. She told me she couldn’t keep her eyes open, but that I should stay, and so I tucked up beside her, not removing my jeans or my button-down shirt. I didn’t want to be presumptuous.The next day Rachel told me she thought we should keep things platonic. I thought keeping things platonic was a terrible idea. But I nodded as if I had been thinking the same thing.  Andrew soon left Guatemala, opening up a spot in Soltura and a room in Galen’s house. I took both and began pouring all my energy into the band. I spent my days studying and practicing and talking about how much more I’d need to study and practice if I was ever going to keep up with my bandmates. Galen joked that if he were to make a talking doll in my image, its catchphrase would be, “I suck! I suck!”My newfound status as sucky guitarist meant Rachel and I were together pretty much daily. I felt increasingly comfortable around her, and the less I acted like a tittering, wide-eyed fan, the more she seemed to enjoy my company. It turned out we had a lot in common, from our lefty politics to our crazy Jewish aunts to our mutual tendency to go a bit too far with vulgar humor. We got into long conversations that ranged from bell hooks to Boyz II Men, and stuck our tongues out at Galen every time he forced us to play “My Way,” and one night, at a postshow dinner, when I blurted to the band that I’d sell my best friend’s firstborn to see Beck in concert, Rachel not only laughed but responded with something frankly unpublishable.Soon enough, I again found myself sitting around with her and Galen until well after midnight. Again Galen bid us adieu, but this time Rachel and I stayed on the couch, listening to music, playing nostalgic favorites, and sharing for what or whom that nostalgia was reserved. Eventually a silence fell between us. Rachel stood and started for her room. Over her shoulder, she said, “You can come with.”We took our time that night, preserved some boundaries, all of which evaporated within days. But in the weeks that followed, we remained cautious. We decided not to tell Galen or anyone else in Soltura, didn’t even talk about it to each other. This thing was new and fragile, and I was afraid if I looked too long it might explode. At any rate, I knew it would be over soon, as we both had commitments that would call us back to the States, she to Oregon and I to Wisconsin.So we just enjoyed the moments we had. I loved how she would look at me during a set, tilting her head and smiling. I was by no means the first or last guy to admire Rachel from afar, so sitting up there with her—with her—felt like the sweetest secret in the world. And I looked forward all week to Sunday afternoons, when we would finish our last gig, walk back to her house, climb into bed, and spend the rest of the day intertwined, drifting in and out of sleep.During the week, it was harder to find these quiet moments. Whereas I had little going on outside Soltura, Rachel’s days were ridiculous. Between her Spanish classes, her despedida planning, research for her thesis on machismo, volunteer work at a domestic-violence shelter, and her quasi-religious yoga regimen, she barely managed to make our gigs, let alone the bi-weekly practice sessions. But she made time for me. Soon we were seeing each other every day. And as my departure date crept closer, I began to question where I was going, why I was going there, and whether the answer to both questions might be Rachel.  The trip was her idea, really. On an August afternoon, a few weeks before I was to leave Guatemala, we were walking back toward San Pedro, having just spent a few hours at an ugly but secluded beach on the shore of Lake Atitlán—el lago. An immense crater formed by an ancient volcano and filled with sapphire blue water, this was our go-to vacation spot when we needed a break from the tough life of getting paid to play music in a foreign country.The path back to town was bumpy and overgrown, and I was out front as always. Whenever I’d walk behind Rachel, I’d fall prey to my long legs and unbridled extroversion and ride her heels, so she always insisted I lead. We’d been walking in silence, enjoying the sun and the lake view, when Rachel spoke.“Es matamoscas.”She barely got the words out before bursting into a laughing fit.I flipped her off. Matamoscas. The night before, we had been making gnocchi in our hotel. We were cooking with a cheap pan, and the onions were starting to scald, so I scrambled around, found what looked like a spatula, and poked at the veggies. A few seconds later, the hotel’s housekeeper walked into the kitchen, gasped, and said, “Es matamoscas.”I hadn’t heard the word before, but it sounded familiar, because, yes, I knew mosca, and it meant . . . Fuck. I was cooking with a flyswatter.“Hey, it looked like a spatula,” I muttered.Rachel, who could accelerate from zero to gasping and tearyeyed in a matter of seconds, paused in the path and started laughing so hard that she was barely producing sound. I turned to find her doubled over, heaving, tears coating her cheeks. I had been mortified about the flyswatter, but I no longer felt embarrassed. Just happy. Happy that I was here with Rachel, this woman who was so full of life, so dynamic, and so completely with me, even if I had stirred dead flies into our marinara sauce.After a solid minute of laughing, nearly composing herself, then losing her shit all over again, Rachel caught her breath. I kissed her, and when I pulled back, I had the overwhelming urge to tell her I loved her. But I wasn’t sure those were the right words or, for that matter, what they even meant. What I did know was that I was leaving town in two weeks, and two weeks didn’t feel like enough. Not at all.My mind drifted to a conversation we’d had earlier that day about backpacking and its pitfalls. Rachel had mentioned that while she couldn’t see herself traveling that way ever again, she had for years dreamed of biking across the States. When I asked why, she shrugged and said, “I don’t know. It just kind of sounds fun.” I waited for one, two, five seconds, and then she added, in concise, bullet-pointed afterthoughts, that she (a) biked everywhere in Portland but had never ridden farther than forty miles, (b) hadn’t really seen the Midwest or the Plains, and (c) figured that riding the Rockies would give her “really tight buns.”I got the impression she’d produced those bullets on the spot. And I knew she’d now repeat them verbatim. This was how Rachel made decisions. Clearly. Finally.I turned and started down the path, and Rachel fell in behind me. After trying to come up with a clever segue, and failing, I looked over my shoulder, and not breaking stride, said, “So, this bike trip. Is it really something you’re thinking about?” “Yeah, I guess.” She wiped the final tears from her eyes. “I’ll finish school next May, and I was hoping to maybe go then.” “Sounds amazing. I’ve been thinking about taking that kind of trip forever.” Depending on one’s conception of space and time, this was true. I had indeed been thinking about it incessantly since Rachel first mentioned it, twenty-five minutes earlier.“What if we did it together?” I asked, still walking.“Well, it would be nice to have someone carry my gear. And, yeah, of course I’d love to ride with you.”For the rest of the walk and the bus ride back to Xela, and during my final weeks in town, we batted the idea around. We figured we’d start in my rural Wisconsin hometown and head to—or at least toward—Portland, Oregon, where Rachel had grown up. We weren’t sure which states we’d ride through or when we’d leave or what gear we’d need. The details could be worked out later. The important thing was to have an idea, a commitment, and this was it.Time came, we said good-bye. As I sat on my Wisconsin-bound flight, I was already missing her but thrilled I had something to hold on to. I would follow Rachel into this bike trip, and she would pull me westward, over lakes and plains and mountains, over a twenty-five-hundred-mile bridge, toward something new, something shared. And when we reached the horizon, breathless and ecstatic, we would have solved its mysteries and begun searching for new ones, on new horizons.

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INTRODUCTIONBrian has a million vague life plans but zero sense of direction. So when he meets Rachel, a self-possessed woman who daydreams of bicycling across the States, he decides to follow her wherever she'll take him. Brian and Rachel soon embark on a ride from northern Wisconsin to Somewhere West, infatuated with the promise of adventure and each other. But as the pair progress from the Northwoods into the bleak western plains, they begin to discover the messy realities of life on the road. Mile by mile, they contend with merciless winds and brutal heat, broken bikes and bodies, each other and themselves—and the looming question of what comes next. Told in a voice "as hilarious as it is wise" (Cheryl Strayed), Going Somewhere is a candid tale of the struggle to move forward.ABOUT BRIAN BENSONBrian Benson grew up in the Northwoods of Wisconsin. He now lives in Portland, Oregon, where he teaches writing at the Attic Institute. This is his first book.A CONVERSATION WITH BRIAN BENSON1. You’re hitting the road again to promote the publication of Going Somewhere, biking from your Wisconsin hometown to Chicago, with stops in many towns that feature in the book. What are you looking forward to the most about this ride? Are there any lessons you learned from your first trip that you’ll be putting to use?Pretty much anytime I make plans to take any kind of trip—whether to see a friend in Oakland or go to a wedding in Seattle or spend a weekend at the Oregon Coast—the first question I ask myself is, “Can do this on a bike?” And so the moment I found out Going Somewhere was getting published, I started daydreaming about biking my book tour.I'm looking forward to so much about this trip. I hope to swim in dozens of lakes and sleep under the stars; to wake up in strange places and eat candy bars for breakfast; to see the very best in other people and in myself. And really, that latter bit is the biggest reason I'm biking from reading to reading: I’m just plain at my best while bike touring. The endorphins drown my anxiety. The shifting surroundings pique my curiosity and disable my snark. The people I meet inspire me. The solitude gives me space to brood, such that I end my days with a strong need to extrovert. The pain and exhaustion, sights and smells, surprises and epiphanies, they keep me attentive, grounded, grateful. And that’s exactly how I want to be when I show up in a room full of people who are taking the time to listen to me and my story.And yes, I definitely plan on putting to use the many lessons I learned on the trip with Rachel! First off, I no longer worry over gear—if I end up needing something, I'll just grab it in the next town. Neither do I stress about equipment malfunctions, partly because I now sort of know what I’m doing, but mostly because I’ve grown to appreciate everything that comes from asking a stranger for help. I tend to cook less, and instead eat in diners and taverns, because that's where all the weirdos hang out. Oh, and I've at last learned that to be resourceful, one has to actually acquire resources—on that note, I'm no longer allergic to using maps.2. How long after you completed your trip did you begin working on this book? How important was it for you to get some distance from the experience? How did it feel to relive it through your own journals and interviews with Rachel?I actually started writing Going Somewhere before we even finished the trip—in my head, at least. I remember the exact moment I decided to do it: Rachel and I were in Idaho, riding past a two-pump gas station on a heavily-trafficked, potholed road, and it was hot, and we’d overdone it at this microbrew festival in Sandpoint, so we were both sweaty and hung over and not talking much. Despite all that, I was happy. Really happy. I knew what I was doing, and why I was doing it, which, given my usual aimlessness, felt like a pretty big deal. And out of that haze of endorphins and nostalgia and euphoria came the idea to write a book: a book about our trip, about miles and horizons, about making choices and moving forward.Three days after we got to Portland, I took my notes to a cafe and sat down and wrote the first page. The next day, I rewrote it. And the next. And then I decided that I totally sucked at writing, so I buried those notes in a cardboard box and tried to forget about the book. Something like a year later, after Rachel and I had split up, I finally dusted off those notes. I picked one of my favorite anecdotes—the time when I flipped out over a lost chocolate bar—and wrote a short piece based in the days that led to that moment. I liked what I wrote. But the breakup was still too fresh, and I still didn’t know what the book was about, so again I put the pages down. It was only after several years—after I’d built a deeply rooted life in Portland, and spent loads of time alone, figuring out what the hell I wanted—that I began to figure out what, exactly, my story was about.Once I got going, I had a lot of fun delving into my journals, poring over maps, calling up “characters,” and having long, nostalgic conversations with Rachel—basically, I did everything I could to remember the little moments and details that made the trip what it was. At a certain point, I realized it had maybe been too long, and I’d perhaps forgotten some of the most visceral sights and sounds and sensations. And so I got back on the bike and took a second, solo trip—to see what I’d forgotten, and what I’d learned.3. Who are some authors who’ve influenced your writing? What’s your favorite travel memoir (aside from Going Somewhere, of course)?Oh jeez. This question. Okay, so I’m just going to pick an arbitrary number—let’s go with four—and cut myself off there, because otherwise this could get ugly.First off, I adore (and despise) Junot Díaz for making it look so easy to tell a gripping story in a super colloquial first-person voice; for writing about masculinity with such uncommon honesty; and for being hands-down the best profanity-user in the history of the world. Second, I’ve read Arundhati Roy's The God of Small Things about seven hundred times—and yet, because of her gorgeous language and the totally mystifying way she ratchets up tension, I still bawl all the way through the last chapter, every time. Third, I could spend hours talking your ear off about David Foster Wallace, especially his essay “A Supposedly Fun Thing I'll Never Do Again,” which, like most of his writing, is simultaneously hilarious, profoundly insightful, and deeply horrifying. Finally—and not just because she’s been really, really nice to me—I am a huge fan of Cheryl Strayed. She writes with such honesty and empathy, and every time I finish one of her books or essays, I have this totally batshit sense that she just learned something about me.As for travel memoir, well, I feel like I should come up with some totally obscure out-of-print masterpiece by a 17th-century Portuguese nun or something, but I’ve just got to go with William Least Heat Moon’s Blue Highways. I have a pretty debilitating nostalgia addiction, and every page of this book feeds it. I'm totally awestruck by his profiles of the people he meets, his mouth-watering descriptions of the landscapes he passes through (yes, mouth-watering, I don’t know why it happens but it does), and his ability to (at least on the page) preserve disappearing American micro-cultures.4. What are you working on now?I’ve begun work on a novel set in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan. It’s still a baby, so the characters and plot lines are shape-shifting every day, but in short, it’s a futurist tale in which the Peninsula has been turned into a cultural and wilderness theme park called Superiorland—a place people visit in order to reconnect with some lost idea of simplicity. The story is told, in the present tense, by a Yooper (a colloquial term for Upper Peninsula residents) who’s sitting in his cabin, sharing his version of the history of his home and his vague plans to regain ownership over it. This is my first foray into long-form fiction, and I’m really enjoying it thus far—there’s a wonderful (if at times terrifying) freedom in utterly inventing a story, page by page. And though this story on the surface sounds quite different from Going Somewhere, I feel like both books, at their core, are all about trying to get back home—wherever or whatever that might be.DISCUSSION QUESTIONSThe first chapter is called “Here or There or There or Here.” In it, the author says that he had “mistaken distraction for destination” in Guatemala. What does he mean by this? Does he make this same “mistake” throughout the rest of the memoir?How does Brian and Rachel’s relationship evolve over the course of the book?Portland looms large in Brian’s mind. He notes early on that Rachel had built an entire life there--and that he wasn’t sure he would fit into it. How does this fear hang over the entire trip? Can you understand why he feels that way?How prepared are Rachel and Brian for their expedition? Are they in over their heads? Would their trip be as meaningful to them if they weren’t?What does the author mean when he says he was “left with the in-between” when Sam died? He says that there is nothing to do but “accept it, live in it.” Do you agree? Is the “in-between” what we are always left with when we lose someone? Are there other examples of it throughout the book?Who were some of your favorite “characters” that Rachel and Brian meet along the way? Were you surprised by the generosity of many of these strangers? Have you ever experienced similar kindness?How would you describe Brian’s relationship with Galen? How does Brian’s own competition with Galen fuel him?Consider the tone of the narration. How does the author’s self-deprecation inform his story? Discuss his juxtaposition of descriptions of the awe-inspiring landscapes he and Rachel encounter with the funny, nitty-gritty details of life on the road. How does he balance the two?How is Brian’s perception of Rachel dependent on his own moods? How often is he able to recognize this? Think about the chocolate bar incident. Can you sympathize with his exhaustion and hunger driven rage? How does the constant wear-and-tear of the road affect their relationship?Towards the end of the book, Brian’s friend Emily tries to share an Adventure Cycling map with them, and despite his initial dismay, Brian says, “I had this epiphany. The map in her hands, it was not a threat, not a constraint. It was a fucking map.” What else does he perceive as a threat to “finding his own way” on their journey? Why?Brian talks a lot about not having the right words to say what he’s feeling to Rachel. But ultimately, we know, he finds them and writes a memoir. Why does distance from a situation allow us to see it better? How is that reflected in the narration?Initially, Brian imagines his trip with Rachel as a deeply romantic voyage. Is their relationship really what the book ends up being about, though? We learn from the epilogue that the couple is no longer together--but does that make their trip any less “romantic?”Consider the memoir’s title, Going Somewhere. Where is Brian headed? Does it matter? Is the person narrating the memoir the same person riding the bike? How has Brian changed?

Editorial Reviews

"Brian Benson’s memoir about riding from the hinterlands of Wisconsin to Portland, Oregon on his bicycle is as poignant as it is gripping, as hilarious as it is wise. Going Somewhere is a tender, sexy, take-it-with-you-everywhere-you-go-until-you’ve-read-the-last-page beauty of a book.”—Cheryl Strayed, New York Times bestselling author of Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail “Irresistible. . . . Let’s hope Benson has more travels in mind. He is a gifted writer, an observant human with an eye for the telling detail and how to tell it.”—Booklist“Charming… His travelogue is vibrant and engrossing, with wonderful portraits of Western landscapes and scruffy small towns, Job-like ordeals of gusty headwinds and breakdowns, and piquant portraits of kindly, parental folks who offer the cyclists food and shelter and another of a menacing drifter on a dark road.”—Publisher’s Weekly