My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine WargaMy Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga

My Heart and Other Black Holes

byJasmine Warga

Paperback | May 31, 2016

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A stunning novel about the transformative power of love, perfect for fans of 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher.

Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.

There’s only one problem: she’s not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel’s convinced she’s found her solution—Roman, a teenage boy who’s haunted by a family tragedy, is looking for a partner.

Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other’s broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately, she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together.

Title:My Heart and Other Black HolesFormat:PaperbackDimensions:320 pages, 8 × 5.31 × 0.72 inPublished:May 31, 2016Publisher:HarperCollinsLanguage:English

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ISBN - 10:0062324683

ISBN - 13:9780062324689


Rated 5 out of 5 by from A fantastic read This book was very enjoyable to read and kept me hook the entire time. The way depression was depicted was very good as well.
Date published: 2018-07-28
Rated 3 out of 5 by from OK I really liked the way the depression was described. Was real.
Date published: 2018-04-19
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Such a good read. This book was amazing! Once I started reading it, I couldn't for the life of me, put it down. Different take on teen romance but that is what I loved about it. 10/10 would recommend!
Date published: 2018-01-20
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Really enjoyable read I really enjoyed reading this book. The story started out kinda dark but melted into something beautiful and hopeful. Hands down some of the best literary description of depression I've read so far.
Date published: 2017-12-03
Rated 5 out of 5 by from loved it!!! this book was really eye opening and allowed me to see what many people are going through.
Date published: 2017-11-26
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Eye Opening. The whole concept of two teens bonding over a suicide pact seems a little dark at first. However, the friendship that Aysel and Roman form is quite remarkable. Although the book covers the topic of depression, suicide and death, it shares an important message that we are never really alone. The author also includes witty dialogues between both Aysel and Roman which lightens the heaviness of the issue. This was a great find, and would highly recommend this book.
Date published: 2017-09-25
Rated 5 out of 5 by from A true gem! At first, I was hesitant to read this book because of the topic and the title which i thought was kinda of cringy in the wow i'm so emo nobody understand type of way but what a wonderful surprise this book was!
Date published: 2017-09-14
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Gripping. It will break your heart and piece it back together all at once. Extremely powerful with a good underlying message. I couldn't put it down.
Date published: 2017-08-13
Rated 5 out of 5 by from many lessons learned My Heart And Other Blackholes opened my eyes to the reality of sadness and depression - it sucks and it's painful, and it can make you plan your suicide anytime. But it can be prevented and fought. There's hope, and we can be stronger than sadness if we chose to. and if we do, things would change and chances would be given to you. 5/5 stars for this very heartwarming book!
Date published: 2017-06-23
Rated 5 out of 5 by from beautiful and awestruck-ing This book took several unexpected twist and turns, which made it enjoyable to read. At some parts, it was difficult to read, because of its depth and darkness. This made me want to get attach with points in the book, but at the same time try to set my emotions aside. As you continue to read the novel, there is a sense of vulnerability as it is so beautiful and awestruck-ing. Words cannot begin to explain how amazing and thrilling this book is. In all, My Heart and Other Black Holes was a pleasure to read. It was a breath of fresh air, and I loved it.
Date published: 2017-05-07
Rated 4 out of 5 by from A rare find The premise of this book made me a bit uncomfortable at first. Two teens who meet based on a suicide pact. But instead of being a depressing book, this one is engaging and, in its own way, hopeful. Warga does a great job of creating two likeable characters. I was drawn into Aysel's story almost immediately. A hopeful look at clinical depression and the realities those suffering from this illness may face from a young age, My Heart and Other Black Holes, tells the story of a girl who is learning to understand her sadness and to lean on others for help and a boy who is dealing with the deep grief that comes from losing a sibling to epilepsy. A rare find, I highly recommend this book.
Date published: 2017-03-25
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Attention Grabbing I must admit that the only reason I picked this one up was because I really liked the title and the cover. I didn't expect too much out of this book, but man did it deliver and emotion packed punch. If you haven't already read this book, you should. #plumreview
Date published: 2017-03-22
Rated 3 out of 5 by from just alright o When it came time to review this book, I couldn’t remember very many details of it. I did not find it memorable at all and I wasn’t really moved by it. Maybe if I was younger I would have appreciated it more. However, I did really like the physics and philosophy themes and thought it was nicely done. I absolutely HATED HATED HATED the ending. I almost want to rate it a 1 based on just that, but I cant ignore the rest of the book. Without giving away any spoilers, it made me feel cheated and made the hard issues in this book feel trivialized. Like a mockery almost
Date published: 2017-03-13
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Heartbreaking & Beautiful I'm not an expert when it comes to the portrayal of suicide in books, but I thought My Heart and Other Black Holes did a fantastic job at shedding light on the issue in an interesting and unique manner. The fact that Aysel has a passion for physics allowed for a completely different approach towards life and death. It was so interesting that she continually regarded herself, and her situation, as potential energy, and although her thoughts were often purely scientific, the emotional pain was definitely still apparent. Aside from the scientific comparisons, Aysel refers to her depression as a black slug throughout the entire book, as well, and something about that contrast felt so accurate and powerful. The idea behind suicide partners is quite unnerving, but I really loved the relationship formed between Aysel and Roman. It was odd in the beginning to read about two characters talking so freely about their plan to commit suicide together, but somehow there were still moments of comic relief. Initially I was worried that, given the situation, a romance would feel tacky within the story, but the gradual buildup was quite genuine, and their backstories were both heartbreaking. I loved that the original, supportive nature of their relationship took a different, but similar, turn.
Date published: 2017-01-13
Rated 3 out of 5 by from Okay book, not keen on how they portrayed depression (SPOILERS) Alright so this book was not that bad, the story line was alright, the idea was creative, but so help me God I hate how she overcame depression. The book started off well, the way Aysel and Roman meet through a suicide pact site, and decide to meet up prior to the date. I thought the way they met throughout the book was a strong point, the way they talked to each other was eh. She yells at him constantly, which annoys to me no end. Roman is trying to be nice and makes a joke and she starts yelling at him. It sounds like I hate this book, but I really don't. At least not completely. The zoo scene was fun, the running away to see her father was well executed, the part where she runs to the cliff to see if he's going to jump then realizing where he really was really captivating and interesting. BUT, it seemed as if she had a monumental amount of depression, and after 2 weeks of meeting a boy, it's gone!1!1!! I hate that. I feel like Roman helped her, but after a few weeks the depression isn't gone?? She was talking about how she was loving life, when a few pages earlier she was talking about the black pit of depression. Another strong point was Aysel's love for physics, it really gave her character and made her feel more realistic. Roman's art skills was also something I enjoyed, and I constantly think back to the scene of him drawing her while she was driving. Anyways, this is just a rant from a girl who has too much free time and reads too many books.
Date published: 2016-12-27
Rated 4 out of 5 by from ASTONISHING, LOVING TO THE MOON AND BACK I'm not going to write a 10 000 words essay to tell you how much I fell in love with this book as its author. Personally, there's 2 kinda ways to read this book : you get it or nah. You feel the emotion, pain, happiness, hope, love written within those pages and you deeply connect to it. This book will sounds as heading back home for certain people, reconnecting with ourselves, see ourselves through characters.For others, it'll simply be a book treating about mental illness, teenagers falling deeply in suicide's depths, overall a good book but nothing else. I deeply, truly hope you'll get it and keep this story near your heart because it's meant to be.
Date published: 2016-10-01
Rated 5 out of 5 by from An emotional and compelling read When I first heard about My Heart and Other Black Holes, I knew I had to read it. While it isn’t the usual fluffy book that I enjoy, I definitely wanted to pick this one up because I’m always on the look out for a great and thought-provoking book. And wow, am I glad that I decided to request this one. My Heart and Other Black Holes was such a great and powerful book. Phsyics geek Aysel has been plotting her death, ever since her father messed up her life. When she discovers a website that gives people a chance to get suicide partners, she becomes the suicide partner of FrozenRobot (a.k.a. Roman). But as Aysel and Roman grow closer, Aysel starts to doubt her choice, and is hoping to make Roman doubt himself too. I honestly loved Aysel, and her personality was definitely well-developed throughout the book. I loved seeing her develop, and grow as both a character and a person in the book. Roman, the other main character-love interest, was also just amazing to read about and my heart pains a little thinking about his reasons to seek a suicide partner. I could definitely relate to some of the important aspects of the book, and this book really made me think about some of my own personal thoughts and opinions about depression and suicide. The plot, while somewhat predictable, was excellently written and just amazing. The plot wasn’t too complex, as this was mostly a character-driven novel, but some parts definitely made me tear up, gasp and yell way too loudly. I also have some reservations about the romance, as the ending had an insta-lovey feel to it, but I think it definitely worked for the characters and suited the book overall. Overall, I think My Heart and Other Black Holes was such a great and powerful book, and I definitely shed many tears reading it. I really liked it and I highly recommend it to people looking for a powerful read about depression and suicide.
Date published: 2015-02-08

Editorial Reviews

“Warga delves honestly into the very difficult issues of teenage depression…sometimes sad, sometimes funny, but ultimately filled with hope.”