The Way the Crow Flies by Ann-marie MacdonaldThe Way the Crow Flies by Ann-marie Macdonald

The Way the Crow Flies

byAnn-marie Macdonald

Hardcover | September 23, 2003

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“The sun came out after the war and our world went Technicolor. Everyone had the same idea. Let’s get married. Let’s have kids. Let’s be the ones who do it right.”

The Way the Crow Flies, the second novel by bestselling, award-winning author Ann-Marie MacDonald, is set on the Royal Canadian Air Force station of Centralia during the early sixties. It is a time of optimism -- infused with the excitement of the space race but overshadowed by the menace of the Cold War -- filtered through the rich imagination and quick humour of eight-year-old Madeleine McCarthy and the idealism of her father, Jack, a career officer.

As the novel opens, Madeleine’s family is driving to their new home; Centralia is her father’s latest posting. They have come back from the Old World of Germany to the New World of Canada, where the towns hold memories of the Europeans who settled there. For the McCarthys, it is “the best of both worlds.” And they are a happy family. Jack and Mimi are still in love, Madeleine and her older brother, Mike, get along as well as can be expected. They all dance together and barbecue in the snow. They are compassionate and caring. Yet they have secrets.

Centralia is the station where, years ago, Jack crashed his plane and therefore never went operational; instead of being killed in action in 1943, he became a manager. Although he is successful, enjoys “flying a desk” and is thickening around the waist from Mimi’s good Acadian cooking, deep down Jack feels restless. His imagination is caught by the space race and the fight against Communism; he believes landing a man on the moon will change the world, and anything is possible. When his old wartime flying instructor appears out of the blue and asks for help with the secret defection of a Soviet scientist, Jack is excited to answer the call of duty: now he has a real job.

Madeleine’s secret is “the exercise group”. She is kept behind after class by Mr. March, along with other little girls, and made to do “backbends” to improve her concentration. As the abusive situation worsens, she is convinced that she cannot tell her parents and risk disappointing them. No one suspects, even when Madeleine’s behaviour changes: in the early sixties people still believe that school is “one of the safest places.” Colleen and Ricky, the adopted Metis children of her neighbours, know differently; at the school they were sent to after their parents died, they had been labelled “retarded” because they spoke Michif.

Then a little girl is murdered. Ricky is arrested, although most people on the station are convinced of his innocence. At the same time, Ricky’s father, Henry Froelich, a German Jew who was in a concentration camp, identifies the Soviet scientist hiding in the nearby town as a possible Nazi war criminal. Jack alone could provide Ricky’s alibi, but the Cold War stakes are politically high and doing “the right thing” is not so simple. “Show me the right thing and I will do it,” says Jack. As this very local murder intersects with global forces, The Way the Crow Flies reminds us that in time of war the lines between right and wrong are often blurred.

Ann-Marie MacDonald said in a discussion with Oprah Winfrey about her first book, “a happy ending is when someone can walk out of the rubble and tell the story.” Madeleine achieves her childhood dream of becoming a comedian, yet twenty years later she realises she cannot rest until she has renewed the quest for the truth, and confirmed how and why the child was murdered.. Publishers Weekly, in a starred review, called The Way the Crow Flies “absorbing, psychologically rich…a chronicle of innocence betrayed”. With compassion and intelligence, and an unerring eye for the absurd as well as the confusions of childhood, , MacDonald evokes the confusion of being human and the necessity of coming to terms with our imperfections.
Ann-Marie MacDonald was born in West Germany and spent the first few years of her life on a Canadian air force station near Baden Baden. Her father was an officer in the RCAF and the family was posted numerous times. She attended one year at Carleton University, Ottawa, studying languages and Classics. She went to the National Theat...
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Title:The Way the Crow FliesFormat:HardcoverDimensions:736 pagesPublished:September 23, 2003Language:English

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ISBN - 10:0676974082

ISBN - 13:9780676974089

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Rated 5 out of 5 by from Loved it I don't generally like fictionalized accounts of real events -- but I loved this. It sucked me in from the first page and I didn't ever want to put it down. A great read by a great author. #plumreview
Date published: 2017-02-24
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Great read! Very interesting story with a Canadian feel. Was not aware the story was based on true events which sparked my interest even further to look into the background.
Date published: 2017-02-22
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Great read Entertaining book....Canadian feeling..great characters...would recommend to all...worth the read. Emotional
Date published: 2015-10-07
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way the Crow Flies Absolutely fabulous! I totally loved this book, couldn't put it down until it was finished.
Date published: 2014-07-18
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Amazing story it's one of those books that makes you want to keep reading to find out what's going to happen next. Great mystery. the setting for the story is well fitted. It's one of those you wish there was a movie on.
Date published: 2011-11-01
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Great book.. I read this book a few years back and LOVED it. I got a Kobo eReader for xmas and was VERY excited to see it listed as an ebook. when i clicked on it, the kobo website says "not available internationally". why is that a book by a canadian author is available to the US and not in Canada ?? I'm very dissappointed and was looking forward to reading this book again .
Date published: 2010-12-28
Rated 4 out of 5 by from A very, very good book 4.25 stars. It is the early 1960s. Jack, Mimi and their two kids, Madeleine and Mike, are moving home to Canada from Germany. Jack is part of the Royal Canadian Air Force, and is moving to Centralia, Ontario to train new pilots. They are a happy, normal family, and are able to fit into their new community fairly quickly. After they are there for some time and have all made some good friends, something happens in the community that shatters their lives, as well as the lives of all the families around them. Jack and Madeleine, in particular, have secrets they are keeping, but it’s becoming more and more difficult. I thought it was very realistic, right from the first few pages with Mike and Madeleine fighting in the backseat of the car. Most of the story was told from either Madeleine’s or Jack’s point of view, but there were parts that were from other character’s points of view, as well. I have to admit that I found my mind drifting through parts involving politics and the military (some of Jack’s part of the story). But overall, a very, very good book.
Date published: 2010-06-03
Rated 2 out of 5 by from A good book but sadly also monotonous I found this book so difficult to get through. I was engrossed at parts, but at other times the book lagged. The book was beautifully written. The overall plot was was interesting, it was based loosely on the life of Stephen Truscott, but as I said before, it is very monotonous. If you are a patient person, I would recommend this book.
Date published: 2009-08-18
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Incredible! This was an incredible book. While it was long and probably could've done without some of the politics, there are so many twists and turns that keep you on your toes throughout. Once again, MacDonald manages to draw out every main emotion; love, hate, disgust and comfort, among many others. I strongly recommend this book to anyone, as it touches base on so many different topics, but does so in a way that it pulls the whole story together.
Date published: 2008-11-05
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way the Crow Flies I just reviewed this book on my shelf, it was intriguing and engrossing. And what a wild twist at the end.
Date published: 2008-07-30
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Terrific! After reading "Fall on your knees", I went hunting for another book by Ann-Marie MacDonald. I was very pleased with this book as well. I liked Fall on Your Knees a bit better, but this one was still terrific, and I couldn't put it down.
Date published: 2007-12-30
Rated 1 out of 5 by from A DISAPPOINTMENT AFTER READING ANN-MARIE MACDONALD'S FALL ON OUR KNES I WAS SO IMPRESSED THAT I AS ANXIOUS TO READ THIS NOVEL. AFTER ONLY A FEW PAGES I REALIZED THAT IT DID NOT REACH IN ME WAYS THAT FALL ON YOUR KNEES HAD. I FOUND IT HARD TO RELATE TO THE CHARACTERS AND GET INTO THE STORY. THERE ARE VERY FEW TIMES THAT I DO NOT FINISH A BOOK WHEN I START IT AND THIS IS ONE OF THOSE TIMES. I DID GIVE THE NOVEL A FAIR CHANCE BUT I FEEL THAT MACDONALD SPENDS TOO MUCH TIME EXPLAINING CANADIAN HISTORY THAT SHE NEGLECTS THE STORY. I WILL ATTEMPT TO CONTINUE THIS READ AND PERHAPS A STORY WILL EVOLVE AFTER A FEW MORE CHAPTERS.
Date published: 2007-10-17
Rated 5 out of 5 by from WOW!!!!! I read 'fall on your knees' by Ann-Marie Macdonald before I read this one, and it melted my heart just as much! She is an incredible author. I could not put this book down for a second!! I would recommend this book to anybody! PLEASE READ IT!
Date published: 2007-07-18
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Worth the Fight! When I first started reading this book I found it IMPOSSIBLE, but as i forced myself to read on I was glad I did. Once I got about a quarter of the way through I couldn't put it down. Ann-marie MacDonald has an incredible gift for character. I felt everything that Madeline felt. And in the end I was even greatful for the history lesson that seemed so boring at the beginning. I definately recommend this book and this author to anyone who enjoys a good emotion evoking read.
Date published: 2006-08-15
Rated 4 out of 5 by from Loved It This book was excellent. It was a great story that kept you thinking and wondering what will happen next. Highly recommend it to anyone!
Date published: 2006-06-03
Rated 2 out of 5 by from Convoluted Mess After reading and loving Fall on Your Knees, I eagerly awaited Anne-Marie Macdonald's next offering. What a disappointment! This book definitely could have used another re-write or a more concientious editor. There are entire sections that could have been thrown out because they didn't lend anyting to the plot or the thematic tapestry Macdonald was obviously trying to create. The book ends up being a scatter-brained excercise with the author straining to find her voice. Macdonald wanted to cram so much into this story that she loses sight of her intentions. Though her knack for characterization is still firmly in place (there are characters in here it won't be easy to forget), this book chugs along at such a meandering pace that trying to finish it feels like spending a month giving blood.
Date published: 2006-06-02
Rated 5 out of 5 by from My favorite book ever !!! This book is a must read, as is Ann Marie MacDonald's wonderful first book Fall on Your Knees. I've recommended this book to all my friends and my copy is still making the rounds. It's a long read, but worth it!
Date published: 2006-06-01
Rated 2 out of 5 by from Super Long I'm a total long-book lover... I usually can't get enough of a book and would rather it have more than less - This book on the other hand was so long that I felt myself losing interest and was reading just to finish. The story definitely could have been chopped in half, and there were so many things that were repeated it was annoying. It's really too bad that the length played a part in my review because it was a good storyline. I just couldn't get passed the never-ending filler. I haven't read Fall on Your Knees but if it's anything like this, I'll pass.
Date published: 2006-03-13
Rated 4 out of 5 by from The Way the Crow Flies This was an amazing story. I became so involved in the lives of the characters, I really had a difficult time putting the book down. It kept me on the edge of my seat right up to the end. It encouraged me to research the Steven Truscott story, with which I was unfamiliar, since I didn't grow up in Ontario. One negative comment: The author goes overboard in her descriptions. At various points in the book her level of detail was making me mad; I just wanted to get on to the story. This book could have been 200 pages shorter.
Date published: 2006-02-25
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Must Read!! This book is spectacular!! I found myself unable to put it down and when it was finished I didn't want it to end!!
Date published: 2006-01-05
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Masterful This is one of the best novels I have read in the past few years, and I highly recommend it. After an engaging beginning, I did find that the pace slowed a little more than I would have liked, and in a few spots I found that I had to press on, but the story gains momentum again and I eagerly read through to see where MacDonald would take me with her story. The story is rich, complex, and masterfully told, and the character development is extraordinary. One of the things I most enjoyed was how MacDonald begins by painting a rose-tainted, perhaps even stereotypical picture of a bygone era, then when you've just about had your fill she slowly begins to chip away at that image, giving it contradictions and flaws and depth in many shades of gray, making in wholely believable. Whether this was done deliberately for the reader to follow Madeleine's coming-of-age and loss of innocence or not, I don't know, but I enjoyed the process. This is truly a remarkable novel.
Date published: 2005-07-27
Rated 5 out of 5 by from MUST READ!! This book drew me in right in the first chapter and I could hardly put it down. I found myself getting so attached to the characters that I even shed a tear or two for them. This book is a must read!! Bravo!!
Date published: 2005-05-25
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way The Crow Flies Anne-Marire MacDonald weaves a compelling story with intricate character development. Her gift of story-telling, transports the reader into the pages...you can smell the air and feel the temperature. You don't have to be a child of the sixties to enjoy this book. I highly recommmend this read to all.
Date published: 2005-01-03
Rated 1 out of 5 by from Needs Editing!! It's called editing, and Ann Marie MacDonald needs an editor . The only reason I finished the book was because it was our book club selection. While the beginning held promise, there were, as a previous review stated, lots and lots of words , it just never got more interesting. I read MacDonald's previous book, Fall on Your Knees, and had found it only slightly more compelling. I do think, however, that a CHANGE OF SUBJECT is in order. Perhaps she could write about something other than child sexual abuse? Yes, I too believe that Ann-Marie MacDonald is in way over her head and just because the CBC may celebrate her work doesn't mean she actually is a literary genius , or even a competent author. I felt that the basic plot was good, but it just didn't turn out to be worth it to try and finish the book. It became so tedious, that I found myself flipping pages just to weed out the body of the plot from the detritus. AVOID THIS BOOK, (unless you have insomnia).
Date published: 2005-01-02
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way the Crow Flies I was so taken back by the literary genius we call Ann-Marie MacDonald. I was a little apprehensive when I first picked up this book thinking there's no way it could compare to her 'Fall on Your Knees' but again I was amazed just how excellent and outstanding this book is. Both MacDonald books I've read are so magical and yes do take awhile to get into, but jeez once you're captivated by it's beauty it's damn near impossible to put down.
Date published: 2004-12-17
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Remarkable A wonderful story, that captures the spirit of the 60s and 70's with delightful ease. Great historical references regarding Canada's involvement in the world wars as well as the cold war and the race for the moon. Character development is wonderful and it was difficult to let go of Mimi, Madeleine, Colleen, and even Rex in the end. This is a delightful story, despite dark undercurrents of child abuse, the holocaust, and many of the other injustices too common in this world. It was a walk down memory lane with bugs bunny and air raid sirens, stay at home moms, and running through sprinklers. And, it was a gut wrenching study of human nature. A wonderful book that I can't wait to pass around to friends. I am looking forward to MacDonald's next book. This one was even better that Fall on Your Knees - this author is definately honing her craft.
Date published: 2004-12-17
Rated 1 out of 5 by from BORING!! This one just doesn't cut it. I gave up after three tries, hoping it would get interesting, but no such luck. Lots and lots of words, going nowhere. I had hoped for better because I'd just read the new book about Steven Truscott, but this was just too dull to finish. And MacDonald should either research her material or stop writing about things that happened before her time. I can assure her that no fathers in the 1950s were 'jogging' -- that's a term that didn't even come into play until about the 1970s. Little anachronisms like this just make it clear that she's over her depth. AVOID THIS BOOK.
Date published: 2004-11-10
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The way the crow flies I thoroughly enjoyed reading this book despite it being depressing for much of the duration. The author is able to switch voices in a way that makes the characters really come alive and become vividly memorable.
Date published: 2004-10-30
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Moving I just finished reading this book, and I loved it. I found it a bit hard to get into at first, but then suddenly I couldn't put it down. The writing was vivid and insightful and I was particularly moved by the ending. I definitely recommend it.
Date published: 2004-10-01
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Excellent, and scary I found myself reluctant to put this book down, life kept feeling like an interruption. The story grabbed me and carried me along, breathless. The central character felt more real than I do in my own life! This is the second book by Anne-Marie MacDonald that I've read and, in both, the writing is crafted and the plot is skillfully drawn. She invigorates the sense of place and reveals her characters with love and a devotion that holds back nothing. Read this book!
Date published: 2004-08-20
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Memories Rekindled ***** I have read and reread this book, and have found myself sitting in the classroom,then running down St. Lawrence Drive, over to Algonquin and back again to the playground and into the corn fields. As a former resident of the base 1961-67, I found it to be so realistic as only those who has lived there could. Thanks so much for the memories, as they were stirred over and over again as I read this excellent book.
Date published: 2004-08-17
Rated 2 out of 5 by from Disappointing I really enjoyed Fall on Your Knees and it is now on my list of favorite books that I recommend to all of my friends. I think that MacDonald is a wonderful writer but this book was extremely disappointing. In my opinion, this novel could have been cut into 1/3!! The first 350 pages established the lives of the family but most of the details were unbearably repetitive. When the climax of the book had been reached I noticed that there was yet another 200 pages to go!! The rest of the book contained too much irrelevant information which could have been turned into a third book as it seemed to stray into many different directions. I will be reading MacDonald again and I hope she is able to create something as nearly wonderful as Fall on Your Knees!!
Date published: 2004-05-06
Rated 4 out of 5 by from The Way The Crow Flies I really felt like I was at a 1960s AFB. (My parents were part of that life and based on photos, home movies and stories, Ann Marie McDonald really nailed it!) The character development and vivid descriptions made the story come to life. As I was reading it, if I was interuppted, it took a second to bring myself back to 2004. However, I did feel that some parts were unnecessarily over-descriptive and long. Once I get into a book, even a slow period can't deter me but I know that a lot of people will lose interest in a book if it slows down too often or for too long. The fact that all the loose ends are not tied up during the 60s makes it seem more real and less a neat, tidy story.
Date published: 2004-03-09
Rated 5 out of 5 by from My new favorite book... This latest work from MacDonald has moved her into the category of my new favorite author. I have never felt such a connection with fictional characters. I was able to attend a reading by MacDonald and left with a huge, stupid grin on my face - she was fantastic! I would recommend this book to anyone but be sure to start it on the weekend because you won't want to put it down.
Date published: 2004-02-18
Rated 5 out of 5 by from Ensconsed in top Echelon of CanLit With this work Ms. MacDonald has firmly established herself in the top echelon of CanLit. Ever watch a horror movie and yell at the screen: Don't open the door! The monster is in there! . You, the viewer, see the opportunity coming and are powerless to stop the action. Such it is with this book. For the sake of a small lie, for the sake of the greater good, at the expense of children, this uptopian settlement is simmering just below the surface with all the horror that we humans can conjure up. International espianage, child abuse, love, sex, marriage, cartoons, humour, politics, murder, police, sports, war, this book has it all. It reminded me of my life as a child at the same time as the setting of the book. How well Ms. MacDonald notes and details the everyday-ness of life as it was then, making the innocence of the early 1960's look so niave in retrospect. Can't wait for the movie!
Date published: 2004-02-13
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way The Crow Flies I was given this as a Christmas gift from my sister.When I curled up with this book during our recent snow storm I was not disappointed. I can't wait for her third!
Date published: 2004-01-29
Rated 3 out of 5 by from Somewhat disapointed... I will say that Ann-Marie MacDonald has a talent for making the characters come to life. In this way it was well done. However, I can't help but feel disapointed. I have no qualms about a long book, but The way the crow flies had what seemed to be a lot of unnecessary filler for long periods of time. Also, it seemed as though the themes of the first book (Fall on Your Knees) were simply re-used and re-written. All in all the book was alright, but when in contrast with Fall on Your Knees, it really fell short.
Date published: 2004-01-15
Rated 5 out of 5 by from The Way The Crow Flies Anne Marie MacDonald has done it again! She's managed to captivate the reader in the untangling web of her story. The Way The Crow Flies kept me wanting to read more to find out what will happen next. She will keep you at the edge of your seat, even up to the closing of the story. Great read! I look forward to MacDonald's third novel.
Date published: 2003-12-25
Rated 5 out of 5 by from This is a great novel I would recommend this to anyone who wants to connect with characters. I was brought into these people's lives with a vengence. This may be a great book. Perhaps it is the great Canadian novel ?
Date published: 2003-11-17

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The birds saw the murder. Down below in the new grass, the tiny white bell-heads of the lily of the valley. It was a sunny day. Twig-crackling, early spring stirrings, spring soil smell. April. A stream through the nearby woods, so refreshing to the ear – it would be dry by the end of summer, but for now it rippled through the shade. High in the branches of an elm, that is where the birds were, perched among the many buds set to pleat like fresh hankies.The murder happened near a place kids called Rock Bass. In a meadow at the edge of the woods. A tamped-down spot, as though someone had had a picnic there. The crows saw what happened. Other birds were in the high branches and they saw too, but crows are different. They are interested. Other birds saw a series of actions. The crows saw the murder. A light blue cotton dress. Perfectly still now.From high in the tree, the crows eyed the charm bracelet glinting on her wrist. Best to wait. The silver beckoned, but best to wait.Many-Splendoured ThingsThe sun came out after the war and our world went Technicolour. Everyone had the same idea. Let’s get married. Let’s have kids. Let’s be the ones who do it right.* * * * *It is possible, in 1962, for a drive to be the highlight of a family week. King of the road, behind the wheel on four steel-belted tires, the sky’s the limit. Let’s just drive, we’ll find out where we’re going when we get there. How many more miles, Dad?Roads are endless vistas, city gives way to country barely mediated by suburbs. Suburbs are the best of both worlds, all you need is a car and the world is your oyster, your Edsel, your Chrysler, your Ford. Trust Texaco. Traffic is not what it will be, what’s more, it’s still pretty neat. There’s a ’53 Studebaker Coupe! –oh look, there’s the new Thunderbird. . . . “Let’s sing ‘This Land Is Your Land.’”A moving automobile is second only to the shower when it comes to singing, the miles fly by, the landscape changes, they pass campers and trailers – look, another Volkswagen Beetle. It is difficult to believe that Hitler was behind something so friendly-looking and familiar as a VW bug. Dad reminds the kids that dictators often appreciate good music and are kind to animals. Hitler was a vegetarian and evil. Churchill was a drunk but good. “The world isn’t black and white, kids.”In the back seat, Madeleine leans her head against the window frame, lulled by the vibrations. Her older brother is occupied with baseball cards, her parents are up front enjoying “the beautiful scenery.” This is an ideal time to begin her movie. She hums “Moon River,” and imagines that the audience can just see her profile, hair blowing back in the wind. They see what she sees out the window, the countryside, off to see the world, and they wonder where it is she is off to and what life will bring, there’s such a lot of world to see. They wonder, who is this darkhaired girl with the pixie cut and the wistful expression? An orphan? An only child with a dead mother and a kind father? Being sent from her boarding school to spend the summer at the country house of mysterious relatives who live next to a mansion where lives a girl a little older than herself who rides horses and wears red dungarees? We’re after the same rainbow’s end, just around the bend. . . . And they are forced to run away together and solve a mystery, my Huckleberry friend. . . . Through the car window, she pictures tall black letters superimposed on a background of speeding green – “Starring Madeleine McCarthy” – punctuated frame by frame by telephone poles, Moon River, and me. . . . It is difficult to get past the opening credits so better simply to start a new movie. Pick a song to go with it. Madeleine starts singing, sotto voce, “Whatever Will Be, Will Be” – darn, we’re stopping.“I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream,” says her father, pulling over.Utterly wrapped up in her movie, Madeleine has failed to notice the big strawberry ice cream cone tilting toward the highway, festive in its party hat. “Yay!” she exclaims. Her brother rolls his eyes at her.Everything in Canada is so much bigger than it was in Germany, the cones, the cars, the “supermarkets.” She wonders what their new house will be like. And her new room – will it be pretty? Will it be big? Que será, será. . . . “Name your poison,” says Dad at the ice cream counter, a white wooden shack. They sell fresh corn on the cob here too. The fields are full of it – the kind Europeans call Indian corn.“Neapolitan, please,” says Madeleine.Her father runs a hand through his sandy crewcut and smiles through his sunglasses at the fat lady in the shade behind the counter. He and her brother have matching haircuts, although Mike’s hair is even lighter. Wheat-coloured. It looks as though you could remove waxy buildup from your kitchen floor by turning him upside down and plugging him in, but his bristles are actually quite soft. He rarely allows Madeleine to touch them, however. He has strolled away now toward the highway, thumbs hooked in his belt loops – pretending he is out in the world on his own, Madeleine knows. He must be boiling in those dungarees but he won’t admit it, and he won’t wear shorts. Dad never wears shorts.“Mike, where do you think you’re going?” she calls.He ignores her. He is going on twelve.She runs a hand through her hair the way Dad does, loving its silky shortness. A pixie cut is a far cry from a crewcut, but is also mercifully far from the waist-length braids she endured until this spring. She accidentally cut one off during crafts in school. Maman still loves her but will probably never forgive her.Her mother waits in the Rambler. She wears the sunglasses she got on the French Riviera last summer. She looks like a movie star. Madeleine watches her adjust the rearview mirror and freshen her lipstick. Black hair, red lips, white sunglasses. Like Jackie Kennedy – “She copied me.”Mike calls her Maman, but for Madeleine she is “Maman” at home and “Mum” in public. “Mum” is more carefree than Maman – like penny loafers instead of Mary Janes. “Mum” goes better with “Dad.” Things go better with Coke.Her father waits with his hands in the pockets of his chinos, removes his sunglasses and squints up at the blue sky, whistling a tune through his teeth. “Smell the corn,” he says. “That’s the smell of pure sunshine.” Madeleine puts her hands in the pockets of her short-shorts, squints up and inhales.In the car, her mother blots her lips together, eyes on the mirror. Madeleine watches her retract the lipstick into its tube. Ladies have a lot of things which look like candy but are not.Her mother has saved her braids. They are in a plastic bag in the silverware chest. Madeleine saw her toss the bag in there just before the movers came. Now her hair is somewhere on a moving van, rumbling toward them.“Here you go, old buddy.”Her father hands her an ice cream cone. Mike rejoins them and takes his. He has chosen chocolate as usual. “‘I’d rather fight, than switch.’”Her father has rum ’n’ raisin. Does something happen to your tastebuds when you grow up so that you like horrible flavours? Or is it particular to parents who grew up during the Depression, when an apple was a treat?“Want a taste, sweetie?”“Thanks, Dad.”She always takes a lick of his ice cream and says, “That’s really good.” Bugs Bunny would say, You lie like a rug, doc, but in a way it isn’t a lie because it really is good to get ice cream with your dad. And when each of you takes a taste of the other’s, it’s great. So Madeleine is not really lying. Nyah, tell me anuddah one, doc.Maman never wants a cone of her own. She will share Dad’s and take bites of Mike’s and Madeleine’s. That’s another thing that happens when you grow up; at least, it happens to a great number of mothers: they no longer choose to have an ice cream cone of their own.Back in the car, Madeleine considers offering a lick to Bugs Bunny but doesn’t wish to tempt her brother’s scorn. Bugs is not a doll. He is . . . Bugs. He has seen better days, the tip of his orange carrot is worn white, but his big wise-guy eyes are still bright blue and his long ears still hold whatever position you bend them into. At the moment, his ears are twisted together like a braid down his back. Bavarian Bugs.Her father starts the engine and tilts his cone toward her mother, who bites it, careful of her lipstick. He backs the station wagon toward the highway and makes a face when he sees that his rearview mirror is out of whack. He gives Maman a look and she makes a kiss with her red lips. He grins and shakes his head. Madeleine looks away, hoping they won’t get mushy.She contemplates her ice cream cone. Neapolitan. Where to begin? She thinks of it as “cosmopolitan”–the word her father uses to describe their family. The best of all worlds.* * * * *Outside the car windows the corn catches the sun, leafy stalks gleam in three greens. Arching oaks and elms line the curving highway, the land rolls and burgeons in a way that makes you believe that, yes, the earth is a woman, and her favourite food is corn. Tall and flexed and straining, emerald citizens. Fronds spiralling, cupping upward, swaddling the tender ears, the gift-wrapped bounty. The edible sun. The McCarthys have come home. To Canada.When you live in the air force, home is a variation on a theme. Home is Canada, from sea to sea. Home is also the particular town you came from before you got married and joined the forces. And home is whatever place you happen to be posted, whether it’s Canada, the U.S., Germany, France. . . . Right now, home is this sky-blue 1962 Rambler station wagon.Having adjusted his rearview mirror, Jack glances at his kids in the back seat. Peace reigns for now. Next to him, his wife opens her purse – he reaches forward and pushes in the automatic lighter on the dashboard. She glances at him, small smile as she takes the cigarette from her pack. He winks at her – your wish is my command. Home is this woman.The Trans-Canada Highway has been finished: you can dip your rear wheels in the Atlantic and drive until you dip your front ones in the Pacific. The McCarthys are not going that far, although they did start this leg of their journey at the Atlantic. They have been driving for three days. Taking it easy, watching the scenery change, fir trees give way to the St. Lawrence Seaway, the narrow cultivated strips of old Québec all along the broad river, the blue shimmer of the worn Laurentian Mountains, the jet-smooth ride of the modern highway, Bienvenus à Montréal, Welcome to Ottawa, to Kingston, to Toronto, extending the summer holiday they spent with Mimi’s family in New Brunswick – Nouveau Brunswick – salt swimming among the sandbars of the Northumberland Strait, and at night the winking lights of the ferry to Prince Edward Island. They rose early to watch the priest bless the multicoloured fishing boats on opening day, le premier jour de pêche. Lobster feasts and noisy card games of Deux Cents late into the night, neighbours arriving to squeeze in at the kitchen table, placing their bets with mounds of pennies and Rummoli chips, until the fiddles and accordion came out and Mimi’s mother thumped out chords on the piano, her treble hand permanently bent into the shape of the hook she had used to make every quilt and rug in the house. L’Acadie.Language was no barrier. Jack basked in the French, in the food, in the celestial confusion of a big family. Mimi’s father had been lost years before, in a storm that capsized his lobster boat, and her brothers headed the family now. Big self-made men with a chain of seafood restaurants, who took to Jack from the start, when he and Mimi returned home after the war, engaged. Things happened fast back then, everyone understood, the brothers were barely out of uniform themselves. Jack was an anglais, but he was theirs and her family embraced him with a fervour equal to that which fuelled their mistrust of the English in general. They accorded him the status of a prince and extended him the consideration usually reserved for ladies. The best of both worlds.Jack eats his ice cream, one hand on the wheel, and makes a mental note to start jogging again once they get settled in. Over the past month his sisters-in-law, les belles-soeurs, have fed him like a prize calf. Flour, maple sugar, potato, pork and clams – the possible permutations are dizzying, delicious. And fattening. It seems there is nothing that cannot be transformed into poutine. What is poutine? It is what you make when you make poutine.He has only had to loosen his belt by one notch, but Jack has a beautiful wife. One who still runs into the water like a girl, bikini-svelte despite two children, breaststroking through the waves, keeping her head up so as not to spoil her “do.” Yes, he’ll start running again once they get to their new home.Behind him, his son’s voice, disgusted. “Madeleine, it’s melting right down your arm.”“No it’s not.”“Maman,” says Mike, leaning forward, “Madeleine fait une messe!”“I’m not making a mess!” Licking her wrist, salty skin and murky vanilla.Mimi reaches back with a wet-nap. “Tiens.”Madeleine takes it and wipes her hand. She tries to get Mike to hold her ice cream cone but he says, “No way, it’s all gobbed.” So Mimi holds it and, while Madeleine wipes her hands, licks the ice cream drips. It is also a characteristic of mothers that they don’t mind eating their child’s soggy ice cream cone.Madeleine returns the wet-nap in exchange for her ice cream but feels suddenly unwell. It is the wet-nap smell. Pre-moistened for your convenience. Disinfects too. The smell reminds Madeleine of throw-up. That’s because, when you get carsick and throw up, your mother wipes your face with a wet-nap, so of course wet-naps come to stand for throw-up. They smell more like throw-up than throw-up. She passes the ice cream back to her mother.“I’m full,” she says.Mike says, “She’s gonna barf.”“I am not, Mike, don’t say ‘barf.’”“You just said it. Barf.”“That’s enough, Mike,” says Jack, and Mike stops.Mimi turns and looks back at Madeleine with the are-you-going-to-throw-up? expression. It makes her have to throw up. Her eyes water. She puts her face to the open window and drinks in the fresh air. Wills herself not to think of anything sickening. Like the time a girl threw up in kindergarten and it hit the floor with a splash, don’t think about that. Mike has retreated as far as possible to his side of the seat. Madeleine turns carefully and focuses on the back of Dad’s head. That’s better.The back of Dad’s head. As seen from the back seat of the car, it is as recognizable, as much “him,” as his face. As unmistakeable as your own car in a parking lot. His head, squarish, clean. It says what it means, you don’t have to figure it out. His shoulders under his checked short-sleeved shirt. Elbow out the window, halo of light brown hairs combed by the wind, right hand on the wheel, glint of his university ring. Old Spice. Across the back of his neck, one faint line – a seam that stays paler than his sunburn. The back of Dad’s head. It’s the other side of his face. In fact, he has told you he has eyes back there. This is reassuring. It means he knows who starts most of the fights in the back seat.“Mike, quit it!” cries Madeleine. “I’m not doing anything.” “Mike, don’t tease your sister.” “Dad, I’m not teasing her, she pinched me.” “Madeleine, don’t torment your brother.” Maman does not have eyes in the back of her head or she wouldn’t say such a thing. Mike crosses his eyes at her. “Mike!” Her eight-year-old shriek like a handsaw. “Stop it!” “Tenez-vous tranquilles maintenant, eh? Your father’s driving,” says Maman. Madeleine has seen the muscles in her father’s neck contract at her screech, and she softens. She doesn’t want to make him have to pull over and face the back seat. That means a spoiled treat, and a good dose of shame for having ruined such a nice drive through such lovely scenery. His voice will be disappointed, his blue eyes bewildered. Especially his left one with the light scar that traverses his brow. The lid droops slightly, so that his left eye always looks a little sad. “Chantons, les enfants,” says Maman. And they sing “Swinging on a Star.” Madeleine ponders the nature of “moon beans in a jar.” Billboards loom in farmers’ fields, Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and Be Saved, soldier rows of leafy beets that slow down or speed up depending on whether you focus on the dirt between the rows or on the blur of green, Kodak, Dairy Queen, The Wages of Sin Is Death. Barns, neat and scrubbed. The congenial whiff of cow-pies and wood fires reminds Madeleine of home – Germany, that is. She closes her eyes. She has just said goodbye to another house, on an air force base near the Black Forest. Say goodbye to the house, kids. And they pulled away for the last time. Each house stands mute and innocent like a poor animal left behind. The windows wide-eyed, bereft of drapes, the front-door-mouth sad and sealed. Goodbye, dear house. Thank you for all the nice times. Thank you for all the remember-whens. The sad house left behind solidifies in memory to become a monument to a former time, a marker for the place you can never get back to. That’s how it is in the air force. This is Madeleine’s third move, and Mike’s fourth. He insists that she can’t possibly remember her first move, from Alberta to Michigan, because she was only three going on four. Yet he claims to remember his first move, from Washington DC to Alberta, despite the fact that he was barely three. Such are the injustices of living with an older brother. “Dad,” says Madeleine from the back seat, “I do so remember leaving the base in Alberta, don’t I?” “Sure you do. Remember the skating rink we made in the backyard?” She looks pointedly at her brother. “Yup.” “There you go. But ‘base’ is actually an American term, old buddy. The correct term is ‘station.’” “Yeah,” says Mike. They left Europe in June and, for the better part of two months, Mike and Madeleine were indulged by their Acadian aunts and uncles, and ran wild with their cousins. Dozens of them: wild black-haired boys you are not supposed to have a crush on because you are related to them, sexy girls who shave their legs before they are twelve. They speak rapid French, just try to keep up, and if you’ve gone somewhere in a car with them, make sure you get in before it leaves again. Mike and Madeleine watched television for the first time in four years. No one had a television set on the base in Germany. There were movies at the rec centre, reliably preceded by Looney Toons and Mickey Mouse. There were Friday night suppers with Maman, listening to Jack Benny on the radio before Dad got home from TGIF at the officers’ mess. But TV opened up a brave new world of pageboys, chiffon scarves and madras shorts, of carefree teenagers and surfboards. The cousins were more Connie Francis than Sandra Dee, more Sal Mineo than Troy Donahue, but they had roller skates, cars and Dentyne. And big fridges. Welcome to North America. Madeleine accepts the idea that she loves them all, “parce que c’est la famille,” says her mother. “Family” has almost as mythic a ring to it as “home.” When they pulled away from Grandmaman’s old pink bungalow, Dad said, “Let’s head for home, what do you think, kids?” Madeleine waved to Grandmaman, on the porch of the house that looked like a powdery peppermint. Big fat Grandmaman in her bungalow, brightly painted so Grandpapa could see it from his fishing boat out on the water. It was only the second time in Madeleine’s life that she remembered visiting her grandmother, but her eyes filled with tears because “Grandmaman” is another word for “home.” “What do you say, Missus?” said Dad as they left behind the sea and dunes. “Take me home, Jack,” said Maman, and wiped her eyes behind her sunglasses. For a split second Madeleine imagined they were driving back to Germany. To the green lawns and white buildings of the air force base and, in the nearby town, cobblestones, and sidewalk cafés; the tightly stitched countryside, no patch of land unspoken for, no inch uncherished, a different country every couple of hours on a Sunday drive. The German language she had taken to, the language of fairy tales – Märchen – in which she felt wrapped up and safe, like dressing up in her mother’s mouton coat. The language that made people smile in surprise – women behind shop counters, delighted by her proficiency, teasing her parents about their bad Kanadische Deutsch as they offered tastes of cheese and, always, Schokolade für die Kinder. The first German words she and Mike learned: danke schön. If your father is in the air force, people ask you where you are from and it’s difficult to answer. The answer becomes longer the older you get, because you move every few years. “Where are you from?” “I’m from the Royal Canadian Air Force.” The RCAF. Like a country whose bits are scattered around the globe. Each bit, each base, looks like every other, so there is a consistency to this nation. Like walking into any Catholic church and hearing the Latin Mass, you can go to a base – station, that is – anywhere in the world and understand it: the recreation centre, the churches, the post office, bank and fire hall, the parade square, the library, the airfield, the building where your father works. And the PX for groceries and everything else – “PX” is another American term they picked up in Europe. If you live in what are called PMQs – Permanent Married Quarters – your house will be familiar too. There’s a handful of designs, early suburban blueprints, mostly semi-detached, except for the tiny bungalows and the big house where the CO lives. Commanding officer. There is a flagpole on his lawn. By the time you’re eight years old, you have probably seen the inside of each type of house in the PMQs. Sometimes in mirror image. And yet, somehow, each house becomes unique once a family moves in. Unique smells, instant accumulation of treasures, pictures and lived-in mess, all of it emerges from cardboard boxes that kids make into forts and play in for days before they collapse, and by the time they do collapse, the house looks as though the family has always lived there, because an air force wife can put together a home inside a week. Each regulation lawn bristles with individuality – bikes, strewn toys, a different car in every driveway, each refrigerator opening onto a world of its own. Some people’s fridges contain tins of Hershey’s chocolate sauce. Others contain Hershey’s tins that harbour lard and other horrible surprises; that is the McCarthys’ fridge. Madeleine’s mother wastes nothing, having grown up in the Depression. Although, considering that everyone else’s mother grew up in the Depression too, perhaps it’s an Acadian thing. Or merely Maritime – Canada’s “have-not” provinces. So, despite the uniformity of design, no two houses in the PMQs are exactly alike until that in-between time when one family moves out and the next one moves in. In that space of time the house is no one’s. It belongs to the taxpayers of Canada. During that no one’s time, the house is scrubbed, disinfected, painted white, stripped of blinds, invaded by echoes. It stands suspended, like a deconsecrated church. Not evil, just blank. Neither dead nor living. It comes alive again when a new family pulls into the driveway and says hello to it. Madeleine reaches into her new Mickey Mouse Club knapsack for her autograph book. Everyone in her grade three class back in Germany signed it. She opens it. . . . Yours until Niagara Falls, wrote Sarah Dowd, the last letters tumbling down the page. Yours till the mountains peak to see the salad dressing, love your friend forever, Judy Kinch. Roses are red, lilies are white, I love you dear Madeleine, morning, noon and night, your best friend, Laurie Ferry. The book is full. All have sworn to write. Madeleine and Laurie Ferry have sworn to meet on New Year’s Day of the year 2000, in the playground of their PMQs in Germany. The printed letters look lonely all of a sudden – gay pencil-crayon colours like party decorations after the party. She closes the book, puts it away and takes a deep breath of clover air. There’s no reason to feel sad on such a beautiful day when you have your whole life ahead of you. That’s what grown-ups say. She pictures her life rolled out ahead of her like a highway. How do you know when you’re actually travelling along your life that was ahead of you but is now beneath your feet? How many more miles? It’s hard to move into a new house without thinking of the day when you will be leaving. Say goodbye to the house, kids. And you will all be that much older. Madeleine is eight going on nine now, she will be going on twelve next time. Almost a teenager. And her parents will be older too. She tries to remember that they are younger now, but she can’t help looking at it in the opposite way: they are older than they were in the last house. And that means they will die sooner. Every house is a step closer to that terrible day. Which house will be the last? Maybe this one. The one we are on our way to say hello to. The sun warms the lump in her throat and threatens to set tears overflowing her lids, so she closes her eyes and rests her temple against the window frame, soothed by the vibrations of the road. The wind in her hair is swift but gentle, the sun through her closed lids a kaleidoscope of reds and golds.* * * * *Outside, the afternoon intensifies. August is the true light of summer. Thick tenor saxophone light. Unlike the trumpets of spring, the strings of autumn. Visible grains of sunlight fall in slow motion, grazing skin – catch them like snowflakes on your tongue. The land is bursting, green and gold and bark. The stalks sway heavy with corn, slowing the breeze. The countryside reclines, abundant and proud like a mightily pregnant woman, lounging. “Pick your own,” say handwritten signs. Pick me. The Indians grew corn. This is the part of Ontario first taken from them by settlers. They fought here alongside the English, first against the French, then against the Americans in the War of 1812. Now there are reservations, their longhouses and villages survive as drawings in sixth-grade history books and life-size reproductions in tourist villages. Their tobacco is a big cash crop in these parts, but they don’t grow it. The ground is still full of their belongings and many places have been named for their nations and in their languages, including Canada. Some say “Canada” is Iroquois for “village of small huts.” Others say Portuguese fishermen named it Ca Nada: there, nothing. Welcome to Stratford, Welcome to New Hamburg. . . . So many places in Canada where you feel as though the real place is in another country. If you come from London, Ontario, for instance, you might not say, “I come from London.” You might have to qualify it with “Ontario.” Having to explain this can sound apologetic even if you are perfectly happy to come from London. Ontario. New York was named after York in England, but no one ever thinks of York, England, when they think of New York. Mike would say, “That’s ’cause the States has better everything.” Welcome to Kitchener. “Did you know Kitchener used to be called Berlin?” says her father, with a glance in the rearview mirror. “It was settled by German immigrants, but they changed the name during the First World War.” They stop for bratwurst and crusty white rolls, just like home. Germany, that is. Madeleine knows she must cease to think of Germany as home. This is home now – what she sees out the sunny car window. Impossibly long driveways that lead to gabled farmhouses with gingerbread trim. Immense fields, endless miles between towns, so much forest and scrub unspoken for, Crown lands, shaggy and free. Three days of driving through geological eras, mile after mile and still Canada. The vastness is what sets it apart from Germany. Part of what makes it Canada. “You could take the whole of Europe and lose it here in the middle of Ontario,” says her father. Madeleine leans her chin on the window frame. Picture the war in Europe, the planes and tanks and concentration camps, picture Anne Frank writing her diary, Hitler saluting the crowds. There is more than enough room for all of it to have happened in the province of Ontario. “But it wouldn’t happen here,” says Madeleine. “What wouldn’t happen?” asks Dad. “The war.” “Which war?” says Mike. “The Second World War.” Mike points at her, then at his own head, and spirals his finger to indicate that she’s crazy. Madeleine controls her anger. She wants to hear her father’s answer. He says, “That particular kind of war could never happen here, sweetie, Canada is a free country.” “If it hadn’t been for the war,” says Maman, “Daddy and I would never have met” – Madeleine squirms – “and you and Michel would never have come along. . . .” Her mother has a way of shifting a subject into a tilted version of itself. Stories of bombs and gas chambers do not go with the story of the air force dance in England where her parents met – The Story of Mimi and Jack. Maman sings, “‘Underneath the lantern, by the barrack gate. . . . ’” And that’s it for any serious discussion of the war. Madeleine’s father is not an actual veteran, but he would have been had it not been for the airplane crash. Most of her friends’ dads are veterans – pilots and aircrew. Her German babysitter’s dad was a veteran too, of the Wehrmacht. He had one arm and their family went everywhere on a motorcycle with a sidecar. Some Canadian families made trips to see the concentration camps. Laurie Ferry saw piles of shoes at Auschwitz. But Madeleine’s father says, “There’s a difference between learning from history, and dwelling in the past.” Her mother says, “Think nice thoughts.” Madeleine found an old Life magazine in the dentist’s waiting room on the base. On the cover was a dark-haired girl not much older than herself. Anne Frank. She stole the magazine and pored over it guiltily for weeks, until it disappeared from her room. Maman had rolled it up, along with several other magazines, in order to line a pointed clown hat as part of Madeleine’s Halloween costume. “My Lili of the lamplight, my own Lili Marlene,” sings Mimi, one hand lightly stroking the back of her husband’s head. Jack relaxes behind the wheel. She sings the second verse in German. He is tempted to slow down, make the drive last, there is something so full about these suspended times. When it’s just the two of them and their little family on the road between postings. No neighbours, no relatives, no outside world except the one whizzing past the windows. Two drifters, off to see the world. . . . Benevolent unknown world. Full tank of gas. A good time to take stock. You can see who you are. You can see what you have. You have everything. He says to Mimi, “Sing it again, Missus.” * * * * *Farms, wide and prosperous, red barn roofs painted with family names, Irish, English, German, Dutch. This is the southern Ontario heartland. “The Golden Horseshoe . . . ,” says Jack to his family. Bounded by three Great Lakes: to the south, Lake Erie and Lake Ontario; to the west, Lake Huron. And although on a map its shape resembles more the skull of a steer, Jack is correct in adding, “It’s also known as the Southern Ontario Triangle.” The two descriptions conflate for Madeleine and she pictures a glittering golden triangle on a map, their blue station wagon seen from high above, crawling across it. “Like the Bermuda Triangle?” she asks. Her parents exchange a smile. “Nope,” says her father Mike turns to her and mouths the word stunned. Jack explains that in the Bermuda Triangle things are thought to disappear mysteriously, planes and boats vanishing without a trace. The Southern Ontario Triangle is just the opposite. It is packed with people – at least by comparison to the rest of Canada. There are factories and farms, the soil as rich as the cities, orchards of soft fruit down in the Niagara Peninsula and, spanning the whole, vast fields of corn, tobacco, beets, alfalfa; dairy cattle, horses, hogs and high finance. Windsor waves across the water to Detroit; General Motors, pension plans, let the good times roll off the assembly line. The U.S. is, in some places, a stone’s throw away, its branch plants springing up to cluster on the Canadian side, reinforcing bonds across the world’s longest undefended border. As President Kennedy said last year in Canada’s Parliament, “Those whom nature hath so joined together, let no man put asunder.” The best of both worlds. “How many more miles, Dad?” “A few. Just sit back and enjoy the scenery.” Cutting a swath through fields and woodlots are massive marching steel towers. Follow those mighty X-men and they will lead you to Niagara Falls – twelve million gallons per minute to power turbines that never stop, the engine of this province and the north-eastern United States. Pure power carried by those columns of upreaching steel, high voltage honour guard, girders of the golden triangle. “Are we there yet?” “Almost.” This part of the world was one terminus on the Underground Railroad, bordering as it does Michigan and New York state. There are still farms around here run by descendants of slaves who made that journey. People pass by and see a black woman driving a tractor and wonder where she’s from. She’s from here. A certain amount of smuggling still goes on back and forth across the border – things and, sometimes, people. Toronto is “the big smoke,” and there are major tourist attractions like Niagara Falls, but at the heart of the Triangle sits the medium-size city of London. There are a lot of insurance companies there. Big American corporations have regional headquarters in London, and products destined for the entire North American market are tested first on the consumers in this area. The manufacturers must think there is something particularly normal about the Southern Ontario Triangle. * * * * *“Dad,” Madeleine asks, “why don’t they change Kitchener back to Berlin now that the war is over?” “Both wars,” he replies, “especially the last one, are still very much in living memory.” In living colour. “Yeah, but Germany’s not our enemy now,” says Mike, “Russia is.” “Right you are, Mike,” says Dad in his man-to-man voice, parade-square clipped, “though you don’t really want to say Russia. Russians are people like anyone else, we’re talking about the Soviets.” Soviets. The word sounds like a difficult unit of measurement: If Joyce has three soviets and Johnny has twelve, how many soviets would they have if. . . . Madeleine doesn’t press the issue, but feels that Kitchener probably knows that Kitchener is not its real name. The name change makes it seem as though bright shiny Kitchener has an evil secret: “My name used to be Berlin. Heil Hitler.” Dad clears his throat and continues, “There’s an old saying: ‘Those who do not remember history are doomed to repeat it.’” Which is proof that, once your name is Berlin, you should keep it that way. But Madeleine says nothing. There is smart, and there is “being smart.” There is a wall down the middle of the real Berlin now. It’s part of the Iron Curtain. Madeleine knows that it’s not a curtain but the Wall is real. Twenty-nine miles of barbed wire and concrete. The grown-ups say “when the Wall went up” as though it sprang up by magic overnight. “History in the making,” her father called it. Before the Wall went up, the border ran down the middle of streets, through cemeteries and houses and apartment buildings and people’s beds. You could go to sleep in the U.S.S.R., roll over and wake up in the free world. You could shave as a Communist and breakfast as a free man. Maybe they could build a miniature wall through the middle of Kitchener if they changed its name back to Berlin. That’s not funny. Communism is not funny. “Dad, are they going to blow up the earth?” she asks. He answers with a laugh, as though it were the first he’d ever heard of the idea. “Who?” he asks. “Are they going to press the button?” “What button?” says Dad. What snake under the bed? Mike says, “It’s not a button, it’s a metal switch and it takes dual keys, one for each guy, and one guy turns his key, then the other guy –” “And the chances of that happening,” says Dad, in his my-last-word-on- the-subject voice, “are virtually nil.” “What’s ‘virtually’?” asks Madeleine. “It means it might as well be zero.” But it ain’t zero, is it, doc? They drive in silence for a while. “But what if they did press the button?” says Madeleine. “I mean, what if they did turn the keys? Would the earth blow up?” “What are you worrying about that for?” He sounds a little offended. She feels somewhat ashamed, as though she has been rude. It’s rude to worry about the earth blowing up when your dad is right there in the front seat driving. After you’ve had ice cream and everything. “Would your skin melt?” She didn’t mean to ask, it just slipped out. Picture your skin sliding off after it has melted. Nyah, pass me a wet-nap, doc. “What makes you think that would happen?” He sounds incredulous, the way he does when she is afraid and he’s comforting her – as if hers were the most groundless fear in the world. It is comforting. Except when it comes to melted skin. “I saw a picture,” she says. “Where?” “In a magazine. Their skin was melted.” “She’s talking about the Japs,” explains Mike. His father corrects him. “Don’t say Japs, Mike, say Japanese.” “Would it melt?” asks Madeleine. “Can we talk about something nice, au nom du Seigneur?” says Mimi, coming to the end of her tether. “Think nice thoughts, Madeleine, think about what you’re going to wear the first day of your new school.” Melted skin. Maman lights a cigarette. They drive in silence. Refreshing Cameo Menthol. After a while, Madeleine glances at Mike. He has fallen asleep. Maybe when he wakes up he’ll play I Spy with her. If she is very good. If she doesn’t act like a baby. Or a girl. They used to play together a lot, and shared baths when they were little. She recalls vivid fragments – boats bobbing, bubbles escaping from sinking ducks, “Mayday, come in, Coast Guard.” She remembers sucking delicious soapy water from the face cloth until he grabbed it from her: “No, Madeleine, c’est sale!” A bit of drool at the corner of his mouth makes Mike look younger, less remote. Madeleine’s throat feels sore–she is tempted to poke him, make him mad at her, then she might stop feeling sad for no reason. * * * * *Welcome to Lucan. . . . They are standing in an old country churchyard. Not old for Europe, old for Canada. Long grass obscures the gravestones, many of which have keeled over. One monument stands out. Four-sided and taller than the rest, still upright but chipped in places. Five names are chiselled on its sides, each name ending in “Donnelly.” They were born on different dates, but they all died on the same day: FEB. 4, 1880. And after each name, etched in stone, is the word “Murdered.” The Donnellys were Irish. Jack tells the story of how they and their neighbours brought their feud with them from the old country to the new. “You have to ask yourself why,” he says, “with all this space in Canada, they chose to live right next door again.” There isn’t much to the story. Most of it is written right there in the stone. Murdered Murdered Murdered Murdered Murdered. Mimi calls from the car, “Madeleine, come, we’re going, reviens au car.” But Madeleine lingers. “How did they murder them?” she asks her father. “They came in the night and broke in.” “How?” “With axes,” says Mike. “Come on, kids, let’s go,” says Jack, heading for the car. “Did they get the people who did it?” she asks, transfixed before the stone. No, they never did. “Are they still out there?” No, I told you, it all happened a long time ago. “I don’t know why you stopped here, Jack,” says Mimi, leading her daughter away by the hand. “She’s going to have les cauchmars.” “No I won’t,” says Madeleine, stung by the implication that looking at an old gravestone might give her nightmares – she isn’t a baby. “I’m just very interested in history.” Jack chuckles and Mimi says, “She’s a McCarthy, that one.” Madeleine wonders why anyone would want to be anything else. Don’t look for that monument nowadays. It was removed years ago, because too many tourists left with fragments of the stone. The McCarthys don’t do that. They simply look and reflect, as is their custom. Rarely do they seek out “attractions” – mini-putt, go-carts – despite Mike’s pleas and Madeleine’s yearnings. Not only are those pursuits “tacky,” but the best things in life are free. The wonders of nature, the architecture of Europe. Your imagination is the best entertainment of all, writing is the greatest technology known to man, and your teeth are more precious than pearls so look after them. “‘Eat an apple every day, take a nap at three, take good care of yourself, you belong to me’ – come on, les enfants, chantez avec Maman. . . .” And Mike does. Way up in the sky the moon is visible, a pale wafer. We intend to get there before the decade is out, President Kennedy has pledged it. Madeleine’s father has predicted that when she and Mike are grown up, people will take a rocket to the moon as easily as flying to Europe. They were in Germany when Yuri Gagarin became the first man in space. Everyone was glued to the radio – the American Forces network with Walter Cronkite, “the voice of space.” The Russians are beating us in space because Communists force their children to study nothing but arithmetic. Madeleine closes her eyes and sees the imprint of the moon against her lids. At least the Russians sent a man up there that time and not a dog, the way they did with Sputnik. That dog smothered. “What was that dog’s name?” “What dog?” asks her father. Think nice thoughts. “Nothing.” When John Glenn orbited the earth last February, the principal played the radio over the PA system and the whole school listened to the countdown. They cheered, and when Lieutenant Colonel Glenn returned safely to earth, the principal announced, “This is an historic day for freedom-loving peoples everywhere.” It is important to beat the Russians to the moon before they can send any more innocent dogs up there. “How many more miles, Dad?” When Mike asks, it sounds like a question posed out of interest in maps and triangulated distances. When Madeleine asks, it sounds like whining. There is little she can do about this. “Take a look at the map there, Mike,” says her father in his man-to-man voice. It is a different voice from the one he uses with her. The man-to-man voice makes Mike seem important, which annoys Madeleine, but there is also a note in it that makes her worry that Mike may be about to get in trouble for something even though he hasn’t done anything. “Voici la map, Michel.” Her mother turns and hands it to Mike. “Merci Maman.” He shakes out the map importantly, peers at it, then: “I estimate arrival at 1700 hours.” “What time is that, Mike?” Madeleine asks. “It’s Zulu time.”“Mike, quit it.” “Five p.m. to civilians,” he says. “You’re a civilian too,” says Madeleine. “Not for long.” “Yes, you’re only eleven, you can’t join till you’re twenty-one.” “Dad, you can join the army at eighteen, can’t you?” “Technically, yes, Mike, but then who in his right mind would want to join the army?” “I mean the air force.”“Well, during the war. . . .” During the war. When her father starts this way, it’s clear he’s going to talk for a while, and probably tell them things he has told them before, but somehow that’s the best kind of story. Madeleine leans back and gazes out the window, the better to picture it all. But Mike interrupts, “Yeah, but what about now?” “Well, now I think it’s eighteen,” says Dad, “but during the war . . .” Mike listens, chin perched on the backrest of the front seat. Mimi strokes his cheek, his hair. Mike allows himself to be petted and Madeleine wonders how he has managed to fool their mother into thinking he is pettable. Like a fierce dog with bone-hard muscles that can only be patted by its owner, and its owner thinks it’s fluffy. “ . . . you had fellas as young as sixteen training as pilots – they lied about their age, you had to be seventeen and a half. . . .” Her father was training at seventeen but he wasn’t in the war. There was a crash. Madeleine closes her eyes and pictures his aircraft. But Mike interrupts again. “Could I train at eighteen?” “Tell you what, Mike, when we get to the station, I’ll ask around. I know there’s a civilian flying club and I don’t see why we shouldn’t get you up in a light aircraft before too long, eh?” “Wow, Dad!” Mike punches his thighs. “Man oh man!” Mimi reaches over and caresses the back of her husband’s neck, and he returns a casual glance that says, “No big deal,” but really means “I love you.” Madeleine is embarrassed. It is as though she were suddenly looking through a door that someone ought to have closed. Mike seems not to notice that sort of thing. “Dad,” says Madeleine, “tell the story of the crash again.” “Yeah, Dad,” says Mike. “How about you settle back and enjoy the scenery, and when we get there I’ll show you exactly where it happened.” Mimi sings “O Mein Papa.”Mike allows Madeleine to put her feet on his side of the seat. They sing for miles, until they forget where they are going, until they forget where they have been, and the drive becomes a dream, and that’s what a drive could be back then. Welcome to Paris, Welcome to Brussels, Welcome to Dublin, New Hamburg, Damascus, Welcome to Neustadt and Stratford and London. . . . Welcome to Ontario. So many unseen companions in this countryside, so many layers of lives. A collective memory has risen from the land and settled over the Triangle like a cumulus cloud. Memory breeds memory, draws it out of new arrivals, takes it in. The soil so rich, water so abundant, the bounty so green it has absorbed us many times over, then breathed everything out again, so that the very air is made of memory. Memory falls in the rain. You drink memory. In winter you make snow angels out of memory. Twenty-five miles north of London lies the Royal Canadian Air Force Station at Centralia. RCAF Centralia. Don’t look for it now, it has lost its memory. A temporary place, for temporary people, it was constructed so that memory would not adhere, but slip away like an egg from a pan. Constructed to resist time. The station is named for the nearby village of Centralia, but there the resemblance ends. The village is old and getting older. Gardens change in the village, shops go in and out of business, houses age, are altered, people are born, grow up and die there. But everything about an air force station is new. And it will stay that way for its entire operational life. Each house, each building will be freshly painted in the same colours they have always had, the cadets who jog across the parade square will always be young and about to get their wings. The families in the PMQs will always seem like the first families to move in, they will always have young children of about the same age. Only the trees will change, grow. Like reruns on television, an air force station never grows old. It remains in the present. Until the last flypast. Then it is demobilized, decommissioned, deconsecrated. It is sold off and all the aging, the buildup of time that was never apparent, will suddenly be upon it. It will fade like the face of an old child. Weeds, peeling paint, decaying big-eyed bungalows. . . . But until that happens, the present tense will reign. And were a wanderer to return after being lost in time, she could walk straight up to her old house and recognize it. Open the door and expect to see Mom with a pan of cookies – “I’ve laid out your Brownie uniform on the bed, sweetheart, where have you been?” No, this part of the world is not the Bermuda Triangle. But from time to time people do come here in order to disappear.

Bookclub Guide

1. We learn in the beginning that the girl who is murdered wears a charm bracelet. Why does the author introduce another charm bracelet, given by Mimi to Madeleine?2. What does it tell us about Jack that he still thinks of his old teacher Simon as his best friend although he’s hardly seen him in twenty years?3. Jack realizes long after other people that Froelich is Jewish. He thinks Madeleine is “sunny and light,” and he thinks school is a safe place. Like Madeleine, we start to feel sorry for him. Jack and Madeleine are shown simultaneously as innocents who are taken advantage of. As the parallel plot threads unfold, how do our feelings change about Jack?4. Centralia is called “God’s country.” Madeleine muses on the idea that God loves the souls of children best of all: “They are his favourite. Yum. Like the giant in ‘Jack and the Beanstalk’.” She thinks guardian angels wait for something bad to happen to you and saints watch children being murdered. How do her observations of the cruelty of life affect our sense of justice in the world she inhabits?5. How does keeping the secrets affect Madeleine and her father’s characters? Do you think there is a moral message to be found?6. “There was actually quite a bit of intermarriage between the Acadians and the native Indians, wasn’t there?” asks Karen Froelich. It gradually becomes clear that Mimi, the Acadian who sings “un Acadien errant,” and Colleen, whose father played Cajun music and who says, “Chu en woyaugeur, ji rest partou,” have a shared ancestral past. What is the significance of this? How does the story of Ricky and Colleen reinforce the theme of government-sanctioned atrocity during war?7. The way people dress seems to tell much about people’s characters in the novel. Discuss with reference to the Froelichs, Mimi, Marjorie Nolan and Madeleine.8. Mimi says men understand less than women, and women have to work to make them feel good. How does Mimi’s insistence on femininity and looking after men affect the unfolding of the plot, if at all?9. One reviewer has said “The finale comes as a thunderclap, rearranging the reader’s vision of everything that has gone before.” Do you agree with this statement?10. What does the novel say about the nature of family love?11. How did you feel about the “fairy tale” of the slaves in the mountain?12. How do you interpret recurring animal symbols such as the deer (Bambi, the deer that appears when Madeleine and Colleen visit the place where Claire was killed, the deer that inadvertently killed Colleen and Ricky’s parents) and the dogs (Rex, the dog killed in the space Sputnik satellite, the dog in the drain the night Claire goes missing)?

Editorial Reviews

“The prime contender for book of the fall. [T]his is an engaging and ingeniously plotted portrait of a ‘perfect’ 1960s Canadian family coming to terms with all its imperfections.”—Quill & Quire“[A] richly involving novel. MacDonald … makes Jack and Mimi ring true emotionally, without cliché.”—The Bookseller“A little girl’s body, lying in a field, is the first image in this absorbing, psychologically rich second novel by the Canadian bestselling author of Fall On Your Knees. …MacDonald is an expert storyteller, providing an intricate recreation of life on a military base in the 1960s…a chronicle of innocence betrayed…The finale comes as a thunderclap, rearranging the reader’s vision of everything that has gone before. It’s a powerful story, delicately layered with complex secrets, told with a masterful command of narrative and a strong moral message.”—PW Daily starred review“Remarkable…an engrossing, disturbing and layered tale.”—Chicago Tribune“One of the finest novels I've read in a long, long time….Often her narrative explodes with the sheer joy of writing well….The Way the Crow Flies is a brilliant portrayal of child abuse and its consequences, but it is much more than that. It is a fiercely intelligent look at childhood, marriage, families, the 1960s, the Cold War and the fear and isolation that are part of the human condition.—Washington Post“[MacDonald’s] prose…is always right and true, clean and penetrating.”—Winnipeg Free Press“MacDonald’s much anticipated follow-up to Fall on Your Knees lives up to the hype. … MacDonald expertly takes the reader through the cold-war era and delivers a twister of an ending to make the 700-plus page journey worth the trip.”—The Coast (Halifax)“[A] gripping, twisty plot with powerful undercurrents of anger, abuse and even murder….MacDonald is a stunningly good writer….Her novels are fleshy books, solid as their length and heft….MacDonald doesn’t falter….The Way The Crow Flies…secures for MacDonald a place, forever, in Canadian literature.”—The Calgary Herald“[A] hopeful and satisfying finale….[T]his novel has close to perfect pitch.”—The Edmonton Journal“MacDonald’s careful navigation of the minds of her people is astonishingly accurate; so wholly formed are her characters that you may find yourself talking out loud to them as you read. She has us. ...[A] profoundly Canadian novel….This is a big, beautiful book just waiting for you to walk into its marvellous world and then walk out some days later, a slightly different, perhaps slightly sadder person.”—The Daily News (Halifax)“[Readers will] find The Way The Crow Flies an engaging, very cleverly written coming-of-age story about a precocious young girl named Madeleine.”—The London Free Press“The Way the Crow Flies [is] a mesmerizing recreation of a vanished era and a lost childhood. ... [MacDonald’s] depiction of a vulnerable girl almost destroyed by the confluence of global politics and local murder is rendered with beauty and passion.”—Maclean’s“Ann-Marie MacDonald’s big novel generates a strong emotional pull….suspense and the evocation of feeling on the author’s part continue to drive the reader’s interest forward to the very last page….MacDonald touches some deeply moving and insightful themes — the deliberate assertion of nothingness which is behind human evil, the effort of guilty children to shield their innocent parents from knowledge.”—Toronto Star“[E]xtraordinary in its scope and unerringly accurate in its portrayal of life on an air force station in the early 1960s….It’s all we could have hoped for and more from MacDonald. The Way the Crow Flies deserves the BEST accolade found in the term bestseller, while not all of the wildly popular books do.”—The Chronicle-Herald (Halifax)“[T]he pages practically turn themselves…irresistibly readable….[MacDonald has] written a love song to the innocence and optimism of the post-war generation.”—Elm Street“Neither Deafening nor Garbo Laughs…match the combination of ambition and achievement that marks The Way the Crow Flies, a mesmerizing recreation of a vanished era and a lost childhood….Her depiction of a vulnerable girl almost destroyed by the confluence of global politics and local murder is rendered with beauty and passion….Universal truth through the alchemy of writing.”—Brian Bethune, Maclean’s“This extraordinary follow-up to Fall on Your Knees, is both a head-spinning murder mystery and an absorbing exploration of morality, innocencelost and the lengths to which parents and children will go to protect each other. Astonishing in its depth and breadth, it artfully weaves one family’s struggles into the fabric of the Cold War.”—People magazine, Critic’s Choice“Every bit as luminous and poignant as Fall On Your Knees…. The Way The Crow Flies is…liberally sprinkled with small yet resonant grace notes, seemingly offhand observations about matters or sentiments or feelings that will cause you to trip, to stop dead, to smile and say: that’s the way it was, I remember now.”—The Hamilton Spectator“The most exciting thing about The Way The Crow Flies…is how big it is. Big as in expansive in human feeling and experience, and weighty with moral and meaning — though not ponderous or pretentious…. [I]t never drags. Its superb, cinematic crafting moves us swiftly from scene to scene…. The Way The Crow Flies…is stunning proof of MacDonald’s abilities…. [It] is a fantastic novel, not only because it is humorous, and sad and suspenseful and entertaining. It is a fantastic novel because it reminds us, as Canadians, of our citizenship in the world.”—The Gazette (Montreal)“A gripping, insightful cinematic tale….I could not put it down….She recreates a child’s world, with its own logic that is simultaneously completely convincing and a ghastly distortion of adult reality. The sweetness never veers into soggy nostalgia thanks to the author’s crisp intelligence…[Ann-Marie MacDonald] knows what news stories today make readers wince, then re-examine their own and their children’s lives. The Way the Crow Flies tells a gripping tale, and has the power to illuminate the way we think about the modern world.”—Charlotte Gray, National Post“MacDonald’s central and wonderful creation, Madeleine McCarthy…is at once sophisticated and uncomprehending, in ways that ring terribly true. Hers is the consciousness that renders this novel compelling well beyond the level of its highly competent whodunit plot.”—Claire Messud, The Globe and Mail“The Way the Crow Flies is a big book. Do not be intimidated. It is a totally absorbing, craftily plotted, wonderfully written saga. Building upon itself, chapter by chapter, “Crow” is suspenseful, faithful to its time period, and comes complete with a rather shocking final plot twist. It has been seven years since MacDonald’s debut novel. Let’s hope that another seven do not go by before she writes her third.” —The Sun Times (Owen Sound)“The story is told mostly from the point of view of Madeleine, a precocious youngster who’s in grade 4 at the school serving the children of servicemen living in PMQs….Madeleine’s story is about picking up the pieces so she can ‘reinhabit’ herself. ‘That is the journey. And that’s romance. That is the true meaning of romance, where you have quite a bit at the beginning, you lose everything, and at the end of the story you have more than you began with’ [says MacDonald].”—Canadian Press“[U]nfolds relentlessly…[MacDonald’s] prose has a heart-poundingly powerful effect. The book is about secrets, how hard they are to tell and how keeping them can distort intimate connections….[E]vokes the time and place meticulously…a huge accomplishment from an awesome talent.”—Now Magazine (Toronto)“[T]here is something to MacDonald’s stories, to the outsize tragedy, the awful inevitability, the need to tell and be told, that draws our hunger and our hope toward her midnight visions.”—The Georgia Straight“The Way the Crow Flies is a beautiful, compelling and heartbreaking story of a young girl’s loss of innocence and a murder that is to haunt her for the next 20 years…. Her vivid imagination breathes life into her characters and their world: the baby powder and Brylcreem smell of a teenage boy, the vivid pink streamers on a child’s bicycle, the pale perfection of a robin’s egg.”—Homemakers“The Way the Crow Flies is the most disturbing piece of fiction I have ever encountered. Ann-Marie MacDonald’s second novel is a riveting story, her writing is superlative and her heroine is high-minded and intelligent, a veritable Alice in Wonderland as unforgettable as Scout or Salinger’s Phoebe. MacDonald’s book is brilliant on so many levels…. MacDonald creates a perfect time warped world, authentic and exact.”—New Brunswick Reader“This dark thriller, set mostly in the early ‘60s, is part coming-of-age story, part Cold War thriller and part murder mystery, all wrapped around a fascinating history lesson. Like her first novel, it centres on a painful secret that will pull most readers compulsively back to this book until the last page.”—Flare“Ann-Marie MacDonald’s…Can lit is both accessible and glamorous, two qualities for which we aren’t usually recommended and that offend all the right people. … The book itself is at once a spy intirgue and a historical melodrama…. [MacDonald] is intrepid, exploring the world’s complexity through her characters.”—Hour (Montreal)“[A]n engrossing read with a detective-novel appeal.”—The Gazette“The Way the Crow Flies…is at once informingly historical, moving, and deeply endearing. MacDonald effectively tells the story from the perspectives of a housewife, a military man, and their nine-year-old daughter. A shrouded mystery makes this fictional novel a real page-turner. MacDonald’s language is rich and full of imagery, and relevant to any reader.”—Kitchener-Waterloo Record“Ann-Marie MacDonald’s The Way the Crow Flies is a terrific read. … MacDonald brings back not only the temper of living on an air-base at the time of possible nuclear threat but also the past times and music that coloured the lives of those living in Southwestern Ontario.”—The London Free Press“MacDonald gives us a totally believable child in a series of brilliantly coloured, action-filled vignettes, kaleidescopic, fast-moving, as compelling as watching a film….Survival of the emotional rollercoaster of this long and demanding text is also a matter for celebration. However, one reader’s rejection of the haste and overabundance of the final section will be another reader’s intense satisfaction. By any standard The Way the Crow Flies is a remarkable acheivement.”—Books in Canada“[T]he colorful visual details of an idyllic Canadian air-force family in the early ‘60s are cinematic….Macdonald’s multiple plot lines are meticulously woven together. The book is thoroughly researched and the end result is an engaging and complex whodunnit with heart.”—Women’s Post